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10/19/24

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by quotevpandagirl

by quotevpandagirl

I can't do this

I feel it like a vice

A boa constrictor

Wrapping itself around me

I feel the tight squeeze

I have to but I can't

I have to make myself but I can't

I want to but I can't

I'm not lazy

I promise

I feel my brain and body rejecting it

I can't stop it

I can't control it

Some days I'm fine

Others I'm not

I hate that at the end of this deadline

Is a day where I'm not

A day where I hurt doing the dishes

A day where I'm walking in circles trying to remember which thing I was doing next

A day where I hit my forehead on the box I was putting away several times before I finally did

A stalling

Like a computer on the fritz

I can't function

It makes me want to cry

I don't know what to do

I hate this

I can't do this

But I have to get through this