Never enough

disasters brings us closer.

                                                                          Enids pov

Where the hell is wednesday . I cant help but feel worried where is she. its incredibly cold , theres blood all over my face and body, and i cant find wednesday  all these people need to move the hell out the way im getting really frustrated. A second later  the crowd starts to move creating a path for someone. I can barley see who,the blood in my eyes is making that very hard. i lift my hands and use the back of my hand to clear the blood from my eyes... " WEDNESDAY? OMG YOUR ALIVE." i scream while running towards her crying. I hugged her. i know she dosnt like being touched but im just so glad shes alive. She pushes me back a second and looks at me. oh no! did i do something wrong? my thoughts are quickly cut off when she pulls me back in.

Wednesday..hugging ME? i must have died and went to heaven.. or well hell? with the amount of people wednesday bragged about killing  i think hell is the safe bet. BUT O.M.G WEDNESDAY FRICKIN ADDAMS IS HUGGING ME. my thoughts are interrupted again when wednesday pulls back. She's holding my arms while starring at me.. is there something on my face? "you ok?" wednesday spoke but her tone somehow seemed softer. "yeah.. i-im fine". i only wished my eyes said the same thing. The moments those words fell out my mouth a began to break down. Wednesday didnt say anything she just pulled me closer. I remembered we were still surrounded by people. so out of acknowledgment  that wednesday is not ok with PDA in any form i try to pull back. She only pulled me closer . "if ANYONE speaks about  this even MUTTERS A FUCKING WORD i will find you and i will slaughter you like a wolf does to its pray." Dont get me wrong im so grateful for her that shes defending me  like this, but did she HAVE to yell right next to my ear? 

After a minute or two she let me go. i turned from her to look around to see that some of the crowd had went to there dorms or what was left of it. I caught my boyfriend  eyes and oddly he was starring at me and wednesday with a weird look. He began to walk up to me when all of a sudden wednesday grabbed my shoulder  and turned me around to look at her. " come on were going back to our dorm.. or what is left of it." we start walking towards the school and i look back to see ajax with a sadden face while he stands frozen still looking to the ground." hopefully the fire burned all your insanely colored  death voodoo doll...things"  my attention turns back to her. what is she talking abou- OHHH. "wendy honey you mean stuffys?"  wednesday stops in her tracks and  looks away from me and moves her head sideways so that im only seeing the side of her face. God her jawline is perfect.WAIT WHAT? "what.. what did you just call me?" i broke out of my thoughts. wednesday is starring at me like i got three heads. what,what i say? is she blushing?!"wendy?" i say confused.  wednesday paused and looked away again "no the other thing ..but dont call me that again or ill cut your tongue out and force feed you it". I back up a step. i was a bit scared. wait does she mean "honey?". "yeah that why did you call me that i am nothing like that sweet abominable thick liquid." she says still looking off to the side. "its like a term of endearment ". wednesday is now looking at me. "you know your personality is very flirty E."  with that she starts to walk off. what i dont think im flirty? Am i?

WAIT WHAT DID SHE CALL ME??? " WEDNESDAY! HEY STOP WEDNESDAY". me shouting her name somehow caused her to just start running faster . Now im chasing after  her screaming her name. Im not crazy am i? SHE GAVE ME A NICKNAME! "WEDNESDAY HEY WAIT UP!!"  i cant stop giggling its making me lose breath faster. i continue running till i got to our hall. i lost wendy a while ago do to me giggling while running i lost breath alot faster. for being a werewolf  my ability to breath while running kinda sucks. I was walking up to my dorm room door about to put my hand on the knob to open it when i felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see ajax. UGH why is he here. "enid we need to talk". Why cant he leave me alonei just want to find wednesday.. thats strange? I used to be all giddy whenever he would even look at me.. ill chalk it up to exhaustion  from today. "what do you want ajax." well that came out meaner then i intended. "can we go somewhere to talk".  he put his hand on my arm. was that supposed to be affectionate? i let out a sigh and pushed his hand off my arm. " ajax its been a long day i just want to shower and get some rest." now realizing everything thats happend and all the blood im still covered in i want to break into tears right then and there. I dont. "no no you dont understand enid we need to talk NOW." he pushes me into the door and grabs my shoulder and starts squeezing it. " AJAX get off me now." instead of getting off me his hold on me tightens. Then the door opens behind me causing me to fall. ajax had let go of me quick do he didnt fall with me. 

Wednesday looked down at me, my head on her feet. she looked up at ajax who now had a terrified look  on his face.  i got up and dusted myself but before i could say anything wednesday was in front of me like she was.. protecting me? "did you hurt enid?" wednesday said in a recognizably deep tone. "N-no i didnt i didnt i swear" he puts his hands back and starts walking backwards. "DID YOU HURT ENID" she says louder this time only this time she pulls a knife from God knows where and is pointing it at him. with that he runs off like a scared puppy with his tail in between his legs. wednesday turns to me "are you ok ? did he hurt you? he didnt... touch you did he"? wednesday says with a slight panic in her voice as she eyes me up and down. Now i know this isnt the time or place but its making me feel things that i should not be feeling.. God the things i could d- "enid? are you ok?" what oh yeah shes talking to me "yeah im fine lets go inside the dorm please?" "yeah, yeah come on". i walked in with my head down upon hearing the door closed i lifted my head to see half my room burnt to a crisp. NO MY STUFFYS. i run to all my burnt stuffys and dig through them. I burst out in tears that was my breaking point. wednesday slowly walks up to me then walks past me after looking at me for a split second. i shove my face in my still bloody covered hands. "E.. look up." i didnt listen i was scared she would judge me seeing me like this even though im covered in blood. 

wait would that be a turn on for her? i feel like she would be into that. "enid please look up" i gave in her voice is so comforting and soothing. wait what? what is up with me. i look up to her. she has her hands behind her back? "what..?" she slowly pulls her hands to the front of her . MY STUFFY?? i stopped crying instantly "IT SURVIVED THE FIRE??" i say sniffling. i snatched the stuffy from her hands. its my black unicorn that i bought because it reminded me of wednesday. thats when i remembered. " MY HANDS IM DIRTY." i dropped the stuffy  ran into the bathroom and slammed the door. I turned on the shower getting ready then i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror . Then i broke down. my knees grew week and caved in i crashed into the floor. sitting on the floor and crying with only the shower to keep wendy from hearing my crys. I looked to my left and seen a razor... i cant not today i cant ive been clean for so long. with that i put myself back together and got into the shower.

WOOOOOOO 1473 wordsss this is my first book ever i hope its decent at least.