How to end a Loop

Loop 1

11:45

This book is really good, I'm done reading it, I think I'll buy the second volume if they released it already.

I think I'm feeling great, guess I'll have a short nap for a while-NOT!

She still hasn't arrive and time is passing fast.

Maybe something happened... but I should always think positive.

Still... why isn't she here? Hours have passed since the meeting time, maybe she did come here around the time I checked the accident.

............

I went here even though the message clearly did not mention the anointed date.

No one is at fault...

Maybe it's my fault because I went here?

Maybe it's hers because the date wasn't mentioned?

It's been twelve years since we last met.

Our faces must've changed drastically.

So how does she know my current appearance?

Maybe she came here but didn't realize that it was me, and even I wouldn't have realize that it was her if her appearance differ from the past.

What more is that....

How exactly does she know where I live?

The message said that we'd meet in front of my local station. I'm waiting here already, yet she did not arrive (maybe)

The message wasn't specific. If you didn't think at all, then you'd do exactly as I did, but now that I used my head, I found out that there are a lot of mysteries going on.

I realized this at first, but....

Why exactly did she message me?

No matter how you think about it, she could've done it earlier, telling me to meet her because she missed me.

But it also could be that she didn't know where I was living and only found out about it recently.

Then she could've mailed me, telling me that she wanted to meet me.

Why wait till now to send me a message when you could've done it before, it's the phone that I've been using ever since young where she send it.

Why did she say to meet up here?

She didn't know my address, but if she knew, then why meet me here instead of just directly going to where I live, press the doorbell and announce that you're my big sister.

But I came up with a theory for that I guess.

In my theory, maybe she saw me hanging out around the place, and saw me using my phone, the phone that was used by my father that got passed down to me.

That isn't the case.... no way would that be the answer to my question.

Since, what if she did saw me but how would she know that I really lived here. Unless she knows my address.

The most important thing is that, if she definitely did see me, then how can she know that it was me.

My appearance greatly differ from when I was small, so she wouldn't really know.

Lastly, but not the least...

Why at this time?

08:30 in the morning seems pretty early but it's a normal time, I guess.