~•Wish•~ Soobin

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TW ‼️‼️ : Mentions of suicide, Heavy? Angst, Suicide,

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TW ‼️‼️ : Mentions of suicide, Heavy? Angst, Suicide,

‼️‼️Please do not read if you're sensitive to any of these topics ‼️‼️🙏🏻

You were on your way to your local graveyard, since your parents sent you to go and light up some candles of the graves of your dead ancestors.

While you're on your way. It start to rain. You did not bring an umbrella with you so the only thing that could partially save you from getting all soaked is your hood.

Once you arrived at the graveyard, you went to your family's grave and light up some candles.

Suddenly you hear some sounds. You straighten yourself and look around.
You see a person sobbing near another grave not too far from you.

You look at the person a bit more and realize it's one of your classmates. Soobin.
He was sobbing pretty heavily so you quietly approached him.

You looked at the grave he was standing by and when you read the name your heart shattered.

Choi Beomgyu
*2001-†2024

The sight of that name gave you a rush of sadness. You gently patted Soobins shoulder.

"I'm so so sorry for your loss.."
He nodded a bit. Wiping his teary and puffy eyes. Looking back at the grave he says.
"T-thank you.."
"I-if you don't..mind me asking...how did he-"
"-Suicide." He cut off your question.
"Oh..I'm sorry.."
"You know..I wish..I wished...that I'd notice..any signs of unhappiness in him earlier before it was too..late. Maybe he would've still be here alive and happy."
"M-maybe...he did not wanted you to..know he was suffering..."
"I don't know.. because..he left..me...a goodbye letter..and it's a really complicated one...I don't know how to feel.."
"A goodbye letter?"
"Y-yeah..I have it here..if you want to..you can read it.."
"M-maybe it'll help?"
"Maybe...here."
He hands you the letter and you take it.

You start to read it.

To my dearest Hyung Soobin

Farwell my dearest best friend, I'll miss you and I know you'll miss me as well. I'm writing this in order to say my goodbyes to everyone I love. So. If you're reading this. It means I'm dead. Yes. Depression took it all out of me and I couldn't bear it anymore. Nothing really helped. I'm sorry.
Soobin, please don't feel guilty and don't think it's your fault I did this. No. I want you to find happiness even without me. You still have many family and friends. Take good care of Yeonjun, Taehyun and Kai for me okay? I will always look after you guys whether from heaven or hell. I love you and I always will. Even if I'm not there physically. Don't be too sad okay? Take your time to grief and then let me go. Only think about me in good ways alright? Once again. I love you Soobin. You were the bestest friend that I ever had. I love you very much Hyung.

Your dearest best friend
Beomgyu♡

As you finish reading the letter a few tears fall from your eyes.
"H-he was such an amazing person.."
"He was..I'll miss him.."


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⏰ Last updated: Sep 27, 2024 ⏰

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