Aliyah POV
I wasn't quite sure how school would go tomorrow . My two younger brothers Shawn and twan are still in grade school and their very well excited. As for me not quite I hate it here the only reason we moved is because my moms stupid boyfriend got a job opportunity over here .
Ciara 👭💕 : how you holding up boo
Me : honestly I'm hanging in their 😏😔
Ciara 👭💕: get outchaa feelings bitch You will be just fine 😂😘
Me : look I gtg ttyl ..
Ciara👭💕: bu.....
Before even reading what she had to say I shut my phone off and slammed it on my bed. Honestly I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone . My mom calls it being stuck in the past . Man what does she know that bitch dating a lien , cheating bastard and she is to blind to see it . I needed to get out of here quickly but before even leaving twan rudely walked in my room .
" MOMMY SAID GET DOWN HERE AND EAT "
" what did I tell your bugger eating ass about coming in my room "
" owwwwe I'm TELLING "
I rolled my eyes and smacked my teeth do whatcha want and I'll be down when I'm ready tell her that.
Twan slammed my door owwwwe these people irritate me it's like no one cares about how I feel . Ughhhhhh I hate my life I wish everything could go back to the way it was.
As I marched my way down my stairs to feel all eyes gazing on me . Just great another discussion with my perfect family geee thanks . I said to my self sarcastically
"Well look who decided to come join us , sweetie I could have sworn you called her 10 mins ago "
Owweee my blood was boiling I was heated how dare he try and get me in trouble. No no no better yet put his two sense in .
Mind your freaking business David !! I shouted
" ALIYAH RENE COLEMAN watch your mouth young lady "
I rolled my eyes and went to sit down God I was so mad I could literally hit somebody and I'm not even the fighting type .
" lately you've been out of control and let me tell you right now your not grown your under my roof and you ain't paying any bills so you better start showing respect to your brothers and David "
But I ......
She cut me off pronto
" you understand me ?!."
He was the one who.....
She cut me off again
" DO YOU understand me ?!. "
I let out a huge sigh
" yes ma'am "
" Now go wash up before you eat you know I don't play that now liyah I raised you better then that na ..!"
After I finished eating I was stuffed despite what happened that food was poppin . Fried chicken , mashed potatoes and gravy and greens . Also some of David's home made lemonade. I didn't like him but that man can throw down with his special lemonade. My body felt drained after I take this bubble bathe in a min I would be out of it . I ran the bathe water hot as I could stand it adding some of my bath and body works blue raspberry body wash . This will give me time to relax my mind , cleanse my body and my soul . First day of school is literally tomorrow I'm very anxious. Really I'm scared I have butterflies already I feel it in my gut.
What if nobody likes you ? What if you don't fit in ? Will you like your teachers ? Will you make new friends ?
The thoughts that roamed my mind drives me crazy . So I took a deep breath and zoned out . Then I Slipped off my lace red panties after un latching my blood red bra matching my panties. Slowly making my way in this hot steaming bathe I felt shivers coming up my spine . This feeling was amazing it felt as if I was stress free . I lathered my body with soap making sure I missed no spots as I cleaned myself . A slight moan released from my mouth as I bit my lip . Rubbing my nipple while imagining a guy fucking me hard . I moaned under my breath giving myself pleasure. Suddenly I heard two loud knocks on the door .
" Liyahhh I have to boo boo my tummy hurt " Shawn said
Can you wait please I'm in the tub !!!!
" Liyahhh mommy said now I have to go bad "
Gosh I can't even have two mins to please myself Jesus !!!! Can a girl have a little PT . I let out the water and dried my body off with my silk towel I slipped my night gown on no bra no panties just my gown . I unlocked the door .
You happy now and don't be to long you know mommy don't like you up past your bed time on a school night . I walked to my room cut on tho light and immediately plopped on my bed . Uhhh what is wrong with me I thought to my self I had to talk to someone .
Me : I'm sorry girl this move is just really affecting me tremendously ..😪
Ciara 👭 💕: you good boo I'm here for you always and forever and ....
Me : we can never stop loving each other for forever and ever !!😊👌🏽💞
Ciara 👭 💕: that's my girl but wassup witchaa ?
Me : I got in an argument earlier with David 😏
Ciara : Again wth is wrong with him !!
Me : idk he love messing with me but any who I just got out the shower
Me : I tried ✌🏾💦💦
Ciara 👭 💕: oh shit now we got a new freak in the sheets
Ciara knew me best I was a virgin I'm scared of everything and never had that affection because of my mother.
Me : LMFAO hush but it's feels amazing well at least the 3 mins I had to do it .
Ciara 👭 💕: why the buzz kill ??
Me : Shawn had to use the restroom like REALLY right now ..😩
Ciara 👭 💕: damn girl but I gtg ma dukesss set me on a direct bedtime I ttyl 💋 love you boo
Me : bye girl goodnight 💜love you to first day of school ready ??
Ciara 👭 💕: Kinda , starting my first school year without my best friend ugh can this get any worse 😂
Me : who you telling I'm starting my junior year with new people and everything can this get any worse 😂
Ciara 👭 💕: gn mom just came in 💋❤️
Me : gn 💜❤️💋💋💜💜✌🏾️😊😊😍
Lord knows I love my best friend she sends me comfort like I actually have hope for tomorrow. Shortly after we stop talking my mom walked in . " Hey honey you needed get some rest for tomorrow it's your big day " . I nodded my head . " You know I love you right even when I'm hard on you just know I care and its for the best Goodnight sweetpea "
I love you to momma I whispered before drifting to sleep .
Tomorrow is the first day of my new high school now my journey starts here .
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