Love or War (Conor Maynard Fanfic)

Was I Right to Forgive Him?

~*~*~*~*~*~4 months later~*~*~*~*~*~

"Conor are you still coming to Molly's party tonight?" Me and Conor have been having one or two little arguments but that's expected when you've been going out with someone for 4 months.

"Yeh, if I'm still invited?" Conor mumbled as we carried on with our science work, I let out a sigh

"Conor don't be like this" I said looking at him as his stared at the paper in front of him, he slowly turned to me

"Sorry babe I'm just a bit tired that's all" he said giving me a reassuring smile, I gave him a quick peck on the lips and carried on with my work.

~*~*~*~*~*~the party~*~*~*~*~*~

"You ready to go babe" Conor called as he walked into my room

"Yeh just need to put my heels on" I told him as I sat down on my bed to put my shoes on. Once they were on I walked back over to the mirror to make sure I look ok

"Babe you look beautiful" Conor said as he wrapped his arms around my waist as I stared at my reflection , I turned around and kissed him

"Thanks dear" Conor crinkled his nose up "What?" I said looking confused

"You sound like my mum" he said laughing

"Helen is amazing Conor don't be so mean"

"Ok ok I know but we have to go otherwise we will be late" he said as he was pretty much dragging me out of my room

"Bye mum" I shouted as we left the house, heard some sort of response like "ok have fun love".

Molly lived a 5 minute walk from me so we just walked to the party.

"Hey babe!!" Molly called as we walked into the already packed house, she gave me a hug I could smell the alcohol on her.

"Hey" I said laughing hugging her back, we pulled out of the hug and she turned to Conor

"You came!!" She squealed whilst she gave Conor a hug

"Yeh why wouldn't I?" Conor said looking confused

"Well you and Alexa have been having arguments and stuff so I thought you wouldn't come" she said as she slurred her words. Her comment made me think about what happened two days ago

*two days ago*

"Con why do you never reply to your texts?" I asked as walked into the living room to see him lying on my sofa

"Because you're not my mum?" He said in a cocky tone, he's been like this recently always looking for an argument

"Well you could at least say you're ok or something" I responded sounding pissed off

"Oh my god Alexa just leave it!" He carried on looking at the TV screen so I went over and turned the TV off

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING I WAS WATCHING THAT!!" He shouted throwing his hands in the air

"WELL YOU WEREN'T LISTENING TO ME"

"YEH BECAUSE YOU NEVER STOP COMPLAINING!!" He was staring straight at me

"WELL IF YOU DO WHAT I ASK SOMETIMES THEN I WOULDN'T COMPLAIN'

"SEE YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY MUM AGHH YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH"

"GET OUT!!" I shouted pointing a the door, tears started to form in my eyes

"HAPPY TO, YOU'RE SUCH A CONTROL FREAK!" He shouted back as he left slamming the door behind him. I collapsed on to the sofa wit my head in my hands crying my eyes, why do we keep arguing?

*now*

"You alright babe" Conor asked bringing me out my day dream

"Yeh yeh errrm you go off and enjoy the party" I said shooing him away, he shrugged his shoulder, gave me a kiss on the cheek and went off into the crowned.

It had been two hours since me and Conor arrived and everyone was drunk but I hadn't seen Conor since we arrived but I trust him so he'll be fine. Me, Molly, Isla and Lara were all in the kitchen laughing joking until we heard a load of cheering and laughing so we ran to see what was so funny and exciting. A crowed had gathered and we pushed forward to the front to see what's going on, the smile on my face quickly went when I saw it was Conor lying on top of a girl snogging the face off her, I then realised who the girl was it the slut of the school she has always been jealous of me and Conor. Tears started to run down my face, Conor stopped kissing the girl and looked up smiling loving the attention until he saw me, he jumped off the girl and look at me

"Sorry" I just shook my head and ran out the house, I could hear Conor calling after me but I just ran faster until I got to my house. As soon as I got in I ran up stairs into my room slamming the door and sliding my back down the door crying my eyes out, my phone vibrated in my pocket I got it out and look at the caller ID it read Conor x. I threw the phone across the room out of pure anger.

"Sweetie are you ok?" I could hear my mum ask through the door, I got up and open the door and hugged her

"I saw Conor kissing another girl" I said between sobs

"Oh sweetie, its ok I'm here" my mum was the best person to go to when I'm upset.

*next day*

"Sweetie Conor's here he wants to talk to you" mum said as she woke me up

"Tell him to go away" I groaned whilst turning away from my mum

"Alexa you need to listen to him, he might have an explanation" mum said as she sat on the end of my bed

"I'm sure he does but it will be a load of bullshit" I pulled the duvet over my head

"Alexa now don't swear"

"Sorry mum"

"It's ok, now I'm going to go to the shops and going to tell Conor to come up and you had better talk to him" I just grumbled at her response. I heard faint talking down stairs and then the front door closing, some foot steps became louder and louder until they stopped

"You might as well just leave now because I'm not in the mood for whatever excuse you have" I said still with my eyes closed

"Alexa you know I love you and that girl she means nothing I was drunk and..." Before he could finish I cut him off

"I was drunk as well but I wasn't on the floor snogging the face off some random guy was I?!?" Tears were already making there appearance but I wasn't going to let them escape

"I know Alexa I was stupid and I regret it and I hate my self for it and I wouldn't be surprised if you hate me as well" for the first time I looked at him and he had tears in his eyes, I let out a sigh

"I don't hate you Con" a smile started to appear on his face "but that doesn't mean I forgive you" his smile disappeared again

"Look Alexa I'm so sorry, I would do anything for you to forgive me please" at that moment I wanted t just forget about what happened last night I know what you're thinks 'you forgave him to easily' but oh well. I moved slightly in my bed so I was at the far side, Conor was looking at me confused but I ignored him I was to cold to even bother arguing with him anymore so I lifted the corner of the duvet and turned my head to him

"I am freezing so get in here and warm me up" a smile quickly appeared on his face, he got up and climbed into my bed wrapping his arms around me, I put my head on his chest and he began to sing 'just the way you are' by Bruno Mars But in the back of my mind i couldn't help but wonder did i forgive him quickly.

*~*~*~*~*~*~authors note~*~*~*~*~*~*

Sorry its not the best chapter but I have a good part of the story I want to do so I'm trying to work up to it. vote or comment I don't mind, I should update soon but I don't know :) x