Yours Only

chapter 1

For the past 300 years I've been waiting for you. Asking where in the world are you? Are you even reborn yet? Or did i just messed you again? The last time I found you, you already passed away.

I hate this all the people that's important to me leave me along time ago. Why did this curse laid on me? Is this a punishment from gods?

"kang are you really leaving? Why?"

"I've been here for too long and the person I'm looking for is not here, so I need to seach in other place."

"oh, really? What did she look like? I mean did you have a picture of her?"

"no, I don't even know what she looked like now."

"huh? So your saying that your searching for her without knowing what she look like?"

"hmm."

"haaaah!! Kang how could you find her at this rate? You don't even know what she look like! Its like looking for a needle in bunch of hay. It will be impossible."

"no, I will know the moment I will saw her face."

"so what that? Like instant connection?"

"Something like that. And beside she always remember me as will. And there will be always a mark on the back of her nick."

"Wait, this is just an if ok? What if she's reborn into something else?"

"Meaning?"

"What if she's not a she in this life? What if she's a HE this time?"

I look at him with a confused expression. What is he talking about? is he saying that Alex will be man in this life?.

"You're spouting nonsense again Alec."

"I'm just saying what if. Well there will be a big possibility that she's a he this time."

"Nonsense! It will impossible."

"Kang all is possible ok? We don't know, maybe the reason why you can't find her until now is because you're looking for wrong person, maybe they are nearby we don't know. Keep it open ok? We don't know."

I already considered it before to be honest I don't have any issue about the gender she will be reborn. As long as she or he can remember me. I don't have a problem I would have just love them the same.

"So?"

"haah!!! Ok, I will try. And be open-minded as much as possible."

"Ok!!!!! I'm gonna do my best to help you..... *recognize me*"

"huh? Did you say something else?"

"huh? Ah NO!!! Hahaha, you just misheard."

"Are you sure?"

"yes. You just misheard and that was not important for now so we should focus our attention on finding this mysterious lover of yours."

"ok, where we will start then?"

"let me make a plan then we can start looking ok?"

"so what will I do while waiting for you to finish that planning?"

"*whisper* can you try looking at me as a possible candidate?"

"Huh?"

"Nothing I'm just talking to myself, you can just do what you usually do no problem I will come looking for you after i finish"

"Hmm... ok just make it as soon as possible. I don't want to waste more time."

"Yes, you can count on me. Ok I will be on my room if you need something just knock don't open ok?"

"I know.. and speaking of your room, why I can't even come in. I mean it's not like I want to but im curious why it's off limits only to me."

"Haays... Mr Kang I'm the same as you.. I want to keep my room as private as possible"

"Private as possible? But only me is off limit?"

"Well there is things that would be good that will not be revealed for now."

"Revealed? Like what?"

"Hey, just now I told you I want to my self for.. and figured it out yourself... see you when I see you..grandpa tssk"

"You!!!! This kid..."

"I'm not a kid anymore.. there is more in me than what you see Grandpa.. your eyesight is just as bad... no your blind.. bye!!!"

This kid, his the only one who knows about me. And his the only I'm comfortable with in this house. His a university student in nearby university. He came here 2 years ago. when I first saw him, he felt very familiar and his very easy to talk. It's like he can understand me. That's why I told him everything and he volunteered to help me find her. But sometimes I felt like his very mysterious, it's like he know something but choose to keep it. And there's also his room since he lived here I didn't for once saw what it looks like inside his room. I'd he keep8ng something inside?