The sturniolo triplets cousin <3

Meeting ?

Tw: mention of neglect ? ( you just turned 13 and you have depression and your parents are a bit neglectful )
Your in room with your friends making a edit of the sturniolo triplets since you and your friends have a fan page
Your mom comes in the room and says" your cousins are coming over behave yourself "
"I will don't worry"I say back
Your mom doesn't reply and leaves the room .
1 hour later we hear the doorbell but I ignore it since I have social anxiety especially whith family since all my family is judgmental . I hear familier voices but I ignore it still finishing up the edit

Then I hear my mom yell " jay come say Hi to your cousins " . After awhile with courage I get up from the bed and walk towards the living room . I stop in my tracks seeing the triplets standing there . Wtf I mumble under my breath."I'll be back" I say walking back to my room " shit shit shit their my cousins ????, we can't continue the edits" I say to my friends who look at me oblivious of who my cousins are . I lie and tell my friends that my mom said they have to leave because they can't know because there real big chatters and will start drama. After they all leave I deactivate my edit acc because I don't want them to know .Then all of a sudden I hear my mom calling me again wanting me to do a proper welcome . I walk back to the living room and say " hi !! Nice to meet you guys !!" In a fake welcoming tone .they all introduce themselves but obviously I know all about them because im a really big fan . After awhile I go to my room uncomfortable because my mom keeps calling me names like "$lut ,Wh0re , and many other hurting names that I can't stand.

Matt notices my discomfort and follows behind me knowing that those names my mom called me weren't very nice . He says " hey jay wait up " I look behind me seeing him . " you seem uncomfortable wanna talk about that ?." I pause there not wanting to reply verbally and just nod no because I'm not the person to open up ,I usually bottle everything up .He stands there but I know deep down he can see my pain in my eyes. He lifts and uses his hand to fix his hair that's in his eyes,I flinch ," oh shit " I think to myself because I don't want anyone to know that my dad hits me .he open my bedroom for motioning with his hands to go in . We both walk in the room and I'm silent not wanting to talk and I sit down at my computer chair and he sits on the bed . " are you ok ? " he ask " mentally and physically?". " yea I'm fine don't worry about that ".even tho we just met he sees right through my lie and sighs remembering I'm only 13 and can't push it much ." Your wearing a sweater and it's summer ?" I try to play it off and say" it's cozy ! What's wrong with that " He sees through it again most likely from how much he can relate .
My eyes start turning glossy as he looks at me like he knows deep down I'm not fine .he sits next to me and try's to talk me through it because he knows I'm not comfortable with hugging a random relative I just met ." Don't tell my mom please " I say my voice trembling and so are my hands ,"I won't don't worry " he says in a comforting tone ."can I see your arms ?"he says taking the risk "I nod no because I don't want him to see all the marks that my dad has left on me .Then all of a sudden we hear knocks on the door and then it opens ....it's Chris and nick oblivious of what moment there walking in on right now. In my mind " oh shit now they know I'm crying that's just great".Chris and nick look at me concerned about how me a newly 13 year old is crying but it's more than crying it's like I'm breaking down ,depressed,lonely, not having a single person to care about me ." Can you guys give me some alone time "I say , Matt- but - I cut him off and say " it's wasn't a question it was an order . Nick ,Matt, and Chris all know they have to respect my boundaries and leave the room hesitantly .while I'm in my room I'm crying but after awhile I stop, distracting myself by watching "the Florida project " and then I remember I have homework ,like a shit Tun ( sorry if I spent that wrong ).I go on my Chromebook and start the homework ( it's 5pm ) after awhile I barely finish up one assignment and I sigh frustrated,overwhelmed,and stressed.I start another one and history repeats its self . I skip dinner ,and all of a sudden I feel tears in my eyes ..... I snap back to reality realizing I spaced out and started crying from being overwhelmed.then I hear my door swing open and it's the triplets as they see me their expressions soften on the sight of me crying .I'm trembling , red eyes, and can barely keep myself together ( your so Close to a mental breakdown) . Matt quickly removes the Chromebook and sits by me trying to comfort me .....then it happens . Tears are coming out and you hug your legs having your knees up to your chest ,and you dig your head in between and you start having the mental breakdown . Matt tries to comfort you verbally not wanting to make you uncomfortable by getting to close but it isn't working .he risks it and give me hug ,after a few minutes he sees it's kinda working but I just need some reassurance.he starts reassuring me that things are gonna be alright ,He notices I look sleepy and that I've stopped crying still sniffling , before he knows it you fall asleep ,he knows you finally feel safe and cared for .