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Yeah....I drew this at school while no one was looking cuz yeah.....I felt nothing and...I literally faked my smile :3
Well if you wanna know why I was not okay, well I slowly becoming abit rude to one of my irl friends and... being abit too far to my classmates cuz they are being so loud, I also starting to miss my crush that died.....even though he doesn't like me back but he was not like others.... he's the one that made me happy..but since he died, it felt nothing....I managed to hold my tears at school....
Why does he have to die? Is it my fault? If only I wasn't shy.....then...I could have got to know him more....and I haven't even apologize to him because I literally hit him in the face cuz I used to hate him :(
I also felt so insecure at school....and...I felt useless since I can't do anything like my irl friends, like....my irl friends becomes athletes and everyone knows them and everyone's eyes was on them...while I was just a nobody....
And...when I heard my female friends was talking about the guy she had a crush on....well....I kinda felt jealous cuz...my female friends was attractive while I was not, of course they only like the attractive ones.... it's not fair at all....my female friends said I was more prettier but....why does no one loves me? I mean she is more prettier than me....
I always nothing.....I'm useless.... what's the point of me living anyways? It's not like I could do anything better at school or something....or even be more "attractive" and.... being less annoying and just grow up....
Okay that's all I wanted to vented and...the person I use is...my oc Sophie...the reason why she looks different because she is going to be in one of my au's that I was working on and it will be on my main acc SophDereishere sooo yeah that's all....and yeah...in that au Sophie's hair has grew longer....okay that's all....Sophie is out....
