I think we should break up

OVER

It has been two weeks since that cursed day and it gets worse and worse for Jude. He cannot believe that him and Gavi actually broke up. If you could really ask him on a deeper level though, this was just a break. Gavi was just mad and rightfully so. He had crossed the line. The worst part was in those two weeks, he hasn’t talked to Gavi once and the two times he had tried, he ignored him. He knows Gavi moved in with a friend and he was just glad it wasn’t Marc let alone Joao. His mum plus Gavis mum and sister had advised him to give Gavi space, the million phone calls and texts he was leaving to him every day may just make it worse. Deep down he wished Gavi would have just blocked him because having access to his contacts and not being able to contact him was killing him inside. Eveything hurt. From going to work, to eating to even sleeping. He thought about Gavi all the time. He has never loved a person outside of his family this much. Sometimes he thought of how he loved Pablo was deemed as toxic. It was too much. His whole life revolved around him. Even when they were together and he had to go to England during the holidays and Gavi would go to SevillA, it was hell not being together physically for the both of them. They were far too gone for each other.
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Gavi needed to breathe. He was madly in love with Jude but sometime love is not enough for anybody to stay in a relationship so he left. Most of his things were still at the apartment he shared with Jude but he made sure the day after their fight, to go to Ales house with a few clothes and his tooth brush. He had planned to only stay here for a few days but every time he thought about that day he got mad at Jude all over again. He knew he was acting stone hearted and immature to not have a conversation with Jude but then again he needed time to breath and think. He knows Jude didn’t mean what he said. If anything, he was more mad at Judes ability to always think he was or had the ability to cheat on him than his words really. If they were going to get back together, some things needed to change. He needed to improve on communication and Jude needed to learn how to be secure in their relationship. Hell, Gavi had been cheated on 3 times but he was still secure when it came to Jude. Sometimes how he loved and trusted the older boy was scary.

That weekend, Gavi made a decision to go back to Jude, not to get back together but to talk to him and clear the air and maybe see how things go .But he knew that there was a roadblock to the talk he was planning to have with Jude in the form of Joao. The root of all this evil. He had to talk to Joao first.
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That Saturday, Jude had had enough of just staying inside. He had spent the past weeks just being home or work, there was no in between. He decided to go to the local restaurant to have a quite lunch by himself even though his best friend Trent offered to go with him. When he arrived the first thing he saw was Joao hugging Gavi and his Gavi was smiling.His?? was he really his?? If his heart wasn’t completely broken then, it was now. He needed to go back to England immediately and forget about Gavi. It was OVER.
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