Ok..I'm so sorry guys but
It gets better at least?
(Spare me)
This is slowly turning into a he fell first he fell harder kind of thing (I still don't know who falls first I think Oscar)
I FORGOT TO MENTION IN THE LAST CHAPTER GO AND REVOTE ON THE ONE SHOTS FOR THE NEW BOOK IF U HAVENT ALREADY PLEASEEE :))
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Arthur helped him up the stairs, people were only just starting to come out of the dining hall. Oscar almost fell a few times. Ollie helped him to, taking Oscar's hands and leading him up the steps one at a time.
Finally they got to Oscar's room, settling him down on the bed, they got Oscar a new ice pack for when the other one starts to become useless, which would be soon.
They gave Oscar some more medication, killing the pain a little.
"We can get Logan to be your new roomie, or Fred, im sure Logan would love to room with lando," Arthur joked, looking at the back of Oscar's head, there was no sign of a cut or blood anymore.
The door opened and Lando walked in, Arthur shot him a look, "thanks guys.." he mumbled, voice deep and raspy. Almost like it wasn't working properly.
Lando stared, his eyes wide and almost looking like he was going to cry.
Arthur smiled at Oscar before looking at Lando, "don't do anything fucking else to him, or I'll have your fucking head looking like his," he spat,
taking Ollie's hand and leading him out the room.
The door closed and all Oscar could do was look away, lando kept staring.
"What you like seeing what you've done to me or something? Like seeing me with a concussion?" Oscar mumbled, looking back up at lando.
"I-I didn't..I'm so sorry.." Lando choked out, covering his mouth as he looked away.
"Yeah, yeah you should be.." Oscar answered, "just- what did I do..to deserve this from you..? I thought that maybe we had something going.. and then you name call me while I'm throwing up. Now I have a fucking concussion.."
Lando looked away fully now, Oscar could see the tears. "Please don't do this to me Oscar.."
"You did this to me! I deserve to fucking know! What did I do so bad that made you want to make my head bleed?!" He shouted, his voice breaking as he ignored the own throbbing in his head.
"I was scared!" Lando shouted back at him, wiping away the stray tears, "I was so fucking scared, and I didn't know when to stop! And I'm so fucking sorry Oscar I really am.." he said, looking at the floor with a muffled sob.
"Scared of what?" Oscar asked dirtily.
"Oscar.."
"It made you do this, tell me, what are you so afraid of!"
"Of my own feelings! Ok, there I said it! I'm scared of my own feelings for you..last night I just- I felt something I felt something that scared me so badly that I just..I couldn't.." lando admitted, running a hand over his face.
"You..you can't like me..and then give me a concussion on purpose the next day..that's now how this works lando.." Oscar sighed, holding the ice pack to the back of his head.
"I know, I'm so sorry.." lando sobbed, covering his mouth again as he took in Oscar's state. "I'm so fucking sorry..I don't deserve to even like you or look at you after what I've just done to you.."
