If I loved you

Get drunk, make mistakes and blame it on the alcohol

'You are here! Oh! I am so sorry.....I am really sorry.....let me kiss you....' I was so happy that I quickly grabbed his face and started to give kisses on cheeks, forehead, eyes.....

I have to follow the rules... I said sorry....I kissed....now he won't be mad anymore...
Luke is very important to me...he is my only friend.

But before I could withdraw he grabbed my neck and captured my lips.

Hey! What the fuck are you doing! But my eyes were getting heavier.....

I fell asleep while he was biting my lips.

Just you wait! I'll whoop your ass later.

....................................................

'He is out of coma.'

This is the first thing I hear.

Who was in coma? Someone I know?

I opened my eyes and saw a white coat in front of my eyes. A doctor.....

I looked at his face, which was looking back at me.

Uh oh! I know that look very well. He is getting ready to give me lecture.

Dr Wut.

I closed my eyes. I don't like him very much.

'First you disappeared without a trace for more than two weeks, then you came back but in a coma. Because of you, your friend Tay still is in pain. Your mom is handling the business.....you are really a piece of art.'

Oh! So I was in coma.....

'Piece of art? I thought you were going to say a piece of sh.....' I was still feeling groggy.

'I don't like to curse. That's your department.'

'Mn.'

'Now just lie down and let me check everything. You just got back from death's door. Luke is having a hard time.'

Luke.....right....

But.....oh god! He brought me here! I am at the city hospital! In Bangkok! Shit!

Tay's here! I left him without a word.....he is going to kill me!

Mom's going to kill me!

Luke's going to kill me!

Ah! How many times will I die today?!

'How long have I been like this?'

'Four days.'

'Does everyone know about me......that I am here.....like this....?'

'Each and everyone. They are waiting outside. Luke, your mom, Tay....some other lady and her husband.... And all of your men. It's crowded.'

Holy shit! Luke, what have you done!

'Do they know that I am awake?'

'Not yet.'

'Listen..... don't tell them right away....I....'

'I am not going to listen to you. Nurse!'

This is the reason I dislike this guy so much! A pain in the ass!

'Nurse, tell his family that he is awake.'

Fuck!

And all hell breaks loose......

'Newiee....!' Mom was in front of the crowd.

'Mnn...' I opened my eyes slightly and acted weak...

Don't kill me, please don't kill me....

Tay wasn't with them......and Luke was also absent.

'He is out of danger and fully conscious. New, talk properly.' The doctor said with a smile.

You basterd!

Next half an hour was......well, I don't want to talk about it.

A 23 year old boy.... getting scolded by so many people.....And Dr Wut....You just wait....I am going to pull some strings to cancel your doctor's permit!

'Sorry....sorry...' I said again and again but no one was listening...

'I need a....' I stopped myself right before uttering the word 'drink'.

'That's enough. Please wait outside. The patient needs rest.' Dr Wut raised his voice.

Mom was hugging me for some time so I whispered in her ears,

'Just a moment ago you were scolding me and now you are crying your heart out. I am fine mom, don't worry so much.'

'Promise me you will quit drinking! This is the third time you are hospitalized because of your drinking habits.'

'I am not here because of drinking...I accidentally took some meds with it...'

'You are still trying to defend yourself!'

'No no! I am just stating the fact.'

'I am sending you in rehab.'

'Now, listen.....' That's unnecessary!

'Jalita is waiting...talk to her first.' She got up, kissed me on the forehead and left. My guards followed her reluctantly.

After the room became less crowded I looked at ma.

'New.....'

'Why are you standing there? Come and sit down.' I smiled.

'Oh New....!' She threw herself on me.

'There there...... don't cry......'

'I am sorry.....I was way too harsh on you that day.....'

'You weren't harsh. What you said.....was right. Because of me Tay got injured....'

'I was scared.....I....'

'Stop crying first. You were worried for your son...... what's wrong in that?' I gently patted her back.

'No...no.... Rungta is right. Back then I didn't think about you or your safety for once.....'

'That's because you knew what I was capable of. You trusted me.'

'I am a bad mother.'

'I don't agree and I am sure Tay won't agree too.'

'He is not talking to me. He hates me.'

'I'll talk to him. Don't worry.'

'New....'

'Ah...Hello ... uncle.'

'I heard everything.....'

'Ummm.... Yeah.....'

'I know why you shot Tay back then...'

'I am sorry.....I shouldn't have done that...I should.... I should have found some other way..'

'I used to hate you....I won't lie....but after hearing everything....I am sorry I gave you a hard time....'

'You were just doing a father's duty. You were protecting your son.... nothing's wrong with that.'

'Oh New!...'

'Ma....stop crying...if your headache starts now....'

'Newiee?' Mom came inside.

'Mom? Where's Tay? And Luke?'

'Luke's here.....'

'Oh okay. Send him in.'

'We'll wait outside.' Mr Sangthong said.

I nodded.