Logan fields x fem reader

001. Trying

Beep! Beep! Beep!

I sit up with a flash. Last night was a close one. We all almost died trying to get that jeep. I know we need it but we should have taken better precautions. we all could have lost our lives there. what happens if you die in the phantom realm? do you die in real life? I know some from the human realm go to the phantom realml but I don't know if it's the other way around at all

Group Chat
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Crazy: That. Was. Epic.
Carrottop: Fuck you, that was too close
Thing 1: It was way to close.
Logan!!!: Watching from afar, NEVER DO THAT AGAIN. especially you Aiden.
Crazy: I didn't mean to I did have a pretty good time.
Thing 2: Can we put him in a fuckin asylum?
You: be nice Tyler
Logan!!!: He'd also escape.
Carrottop: Everyone try and get some sleep that was a lot and teacher are starting to get suspicious.
You: Night!
Logan!!!: Goodnight everyone.
Thing 2: I hope Aiden has nightmares
Thing 1: Goodnight from Taylor AND TYLER
Crazy: Bitch I ain't going to sleep.
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It's nearly impossible for me to go to bed after we go to the phantom realm but especially after really bad nights like that. I can't go to bed. I can't even be in the dark. it's 12:15, what can you do at midnight. I think I'm just going to watch some shows. nothing too intense because my life is just intense now. well not really just midnight. I think I'm going to watch some Bluey. It's said to be a kids show but I feel like more teenagers watch it than kids these days. It's really comforting. was that my phone? oh Logan is texting me?

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Logan!!!: Hey y/n you ok? tonight was difficult, even for me and I wasn't in the house. just making sure you aren't like dying.
You: Oh hey uh Logan I'm fine perfectly fine it was fine.
Logan!!!: Well that's good, you know if you ever need to talk I'm here for you :)
You: you to Logan, you can tell me everything and anything!

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That was cringy. Who says things like that god. I fuck up by having a crush on the coolest kid in my friend group and I can't even act right in front of him.

Time skip (7:15 am)
Walking into school trying to find everyone. i walk down the corridor to find Aiden bouncing off the walls, does this boy ever run out of energy.

"Hey do you know where Logan is?" -y/n

"👎" -b

"I donno I don't pay attention to dweebs like you guys" -Ai

"k thanks Aiden. What about Ash or the twins?"-y/n

"Ash is down by the fountain with the twins. Why?"-Ai

"Because I wanna know where Logan is!"-y/n

Sprinting to catch up with the twins in Ashland. I need to find Logan before anyone else does because I want to be alone with him whenever I ask him to come over after school. I don't want anyone to make fun of me or to Snoop on us. It's totally what they would do. I know I'm too much of a pussy to make any moves after school, but a girl can always hope. maybe just hanging out with him one-on-one for a while will give me enough courage.