OH MY GOD!! I don't know where to start! My life has been so boring yet not boring.. And I haven't updated in forever! >.> So.. Sorry..
A lot of my friends from wattpad seem to have disappeared.. But then... I don't think I check in on them that much either... >.>
So, for school. Well... That's out already.. And there's not much I remember being interesting in the last few months.. Hmm.. My grades didn't come out all that well... I got an F in math >.
Friends? Psh. All my friends happen to be over the internet now. Oh how I wish I could actually see a friend. >.< I feel like such a loner...
Omg.. So.. Imma try this thing that Tenny-Tomboy ( << Great person right there, she's like my bestie ) is doing and trying to get at least 1,000 words.. And so far I'm at 146 ( Including the numbers, Lol.. ).. So.. Looks like I have more to talk about..
So, in school I had like this major crush on this guy >\\\-\\\> And, well, I sorta told him.. And he rejected me ;-; Then.. Like just before school ended.. I told him again... And he rejected me again!! Like omfg... I literally ran through all the possibilities of how he couldn't like me, and why he wouldn't... Examples: "Am I too fat?" "Is he blind?" "Do I sound like a guy?" "Does he have a girlfriend?" ... So.. Turns out the first time I told him, he did have a girlfriend. By the time the second time came around, he didn't have a girlfriend, so.. Idk.. He did tell me the reason however.. And I don't believe I should talk about it.
Anyways.. On the last day of school he did hug me.. >.< It felt weird, but it was so nice! And I don't mean to sound creepy here.. >.> But.. He smelt pretty good.. And his strong, muscled arms wrapped around me... My head pressed against his chest as I heard his heart beating... *Sighs dreamily* I wish he would've hugged me more often >.
^^ Sorry for my fangirling up there.. I just loved the hug ^-^"
Okay, so on to bigger matters... If you guys want to know where I spend most of my time now-a-days, it's mainly on Kik >.< Like Kik has become my life without meaning to... And I even tried deleting it once. But then I got sad and missed all my friends from Kik.. ;-; Made too many internet friends that I'll never see or talk to if the world looses electricity... ;-;
Um... Um... Damn... I don't have much more.. Just that my Uncle rejoined our family.. But my other Uncle and Aunt excluded themselves from the family.. ;-; Sad times.
So.. Fourth of July was a few days ago... My older sister seemed to be sick... ;-; Nearly got me sick.. That would've been really sad.. But hey! She's better now! And I don't feel sick at all!
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I may just cut this thing short a few words past 500, >.> P.S. I literally just got to 500 like 9 words ago... Hmm.. Or I could talk about things on my mind and try to get it to at least 600... But eh.. Knowing me and my weak writing skills >.< I probably can get at least 700 XD
So, what I'm doing right now at this moment, is laying down in my comfy water bed wishing I had something to drink, because damn is it hot... Something worse is.. I don't think the AC is on... And another thing.. My fan in my room doesn't work unless I have my light on, which will never happen because after I finish with this, I'm sleeping... It's fudging 3:01 AM!! Omg... Imma be talking to myself..
Um.. Well.. Now I guess I'm heading down stairs into the scary darkness to get some water >.> Oh damn do I want chocolate.. I mean. I could have coco.. But chocolatie damn. No. It's way too fudging hot for clothes right now! ;-; That's what I get for having a heated water bed... BUT IT'S SO COOL!!
V__V Remembering bad things in happyish time is bad... ;-; Damnit.. __Aiko__ was a very good friend... Miss her.. And damn.. Yuu-chan ;-; I think the date of death is wrong on her bio... Idk.. I thought it was the tenth if July.. But I could be wrong... ;-; It's just.. I can't believe she's actually gone.. And that it's actually almost been a year already.....
On to more happy things >.>
Oh!! So I think my bffl is in Montreal right now >.< Damn do I need to get back to talking to Tenny-Tomboy ( Btw, if you aren't already, go follow the amazing girl.. >.> ) I'm not sure when my girl gets back.. Or if she has even left really... But I wish her the best of luck!
I'm sure you guys are wondering how many words I have, as I am kinda just rambling about my life now.. Anyways.. I have a total of 833 words now.. Well.. Now about 839... But eh.. I should write more, but I don't know if I really want to.. I mean, I'm getting so close to my goal, and if I give up now, how will I know if I'll ever be able to achieve my goal?
Oh! Anyways, so there was something worthy of sharing about school, so... I had been in the Chamber Singers ( The middle school choir ) and I wanted to try out for Concert Choir ( The high-school choir ), but I was kinda nervous, I mean... I almost didn't make it... I think I would've cried if I didn't make it.. But I did.. We had a concert during music >.< And I tried out after music class, and I got it.. Guess my voice just had to be warmed up... Heh.. But I love to sing, so I'm glad I made it....
I bet by the time I finish writing my closing I'll have 1,000 words... As I have 999 right now XD Anyways, it looks like I can be done for now... >.>
One more thing I want to mention! >.< Ugh. I feel so stuck in my house and in my little town! Yeah sure, it's cute and I like going places.. But I want to go somewhere fun! I want to go camping! I want to go to Canada! Or at least get out of Oregon! Like my god! Am I stuck here forever? To grow old and fat and wrinkly? ;-; So much boredom grows here.... It's sad.. >.< I need friends, like seriously.
Word Count: 1,095
Soap, I guess it's time to end this thing!
Have a wonderful whatever day and smile!
~Ky~
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The Word Count = 1,118
