I was locked out and banged on the door soo many times and trying not to break it but my apartment was cheap and ugly looking like a trap house.. As i knocked harder and harder my body was heating up. My neighbor kept looking at me and i was mad and he said that i should go through the front. I wanted to believe it was my brother that closed the door but i knew it was that bitch. My bro would of opened but what yanilza did was call my mom and snitch on me. She opened the door and she said mami wanted to talk to me. "I was only in the porch i didnt step foot outside". I told her. She then talked in a calm slow voice. "I told you dont go out gigi ". I was mad because i felt that everyone was against me and trying to fuck me over. She told my sis to call her if i leave. Why would you tell the trouble maker that stuff? She started everything and my mom thinks im responsible because im 2 years older. I went to my room and on my way there i sweared at my sis and i lied saying i had something of hers for she can get mad. I told her i was lieing but she got in my face and tried to get in my room and i kept closing the door i told her get the fuck out of my face and room. She had fucked up makeup and she looked like she was attempting to take it off. She really looked like a clown. She pushed and hit me for the second fucking time. I closed the door on her then after a while i took the house phone and screamed that im going to call mami. I went to the their room and yelled at my brother to give me moms number since my mom took away my phone. He said he was having a heart attack. He hates when we fight and usually he protects my other sis. I went to my room and finally got a hold of her number. I called and i told her she hit me again and that im going to call the cops on her. When my mom got home she took my keys away and said if i leave the house im not getting in. She told me if i hit my sister ( WHICH I FUCKING DIDNT. ) she said she was going to call the cops on MEEE. I was crying and i started screaming at her and she walked to the living room. I yelled at her and told her im going to call the cops on her if she hits me again. I told my mom all she thinks about is herself and her stupid boyfriends that she buys stuff for. I cried back to my room and packed my stuff. I packed my school awards , two books that had my peoms published, my journals and few clothes , perfume ,eyebrow filler and phone. I was wearing my baggy pants with a red and gray shirt that i bought. The living room lights were off and im sure my mom left to work as always. Jonathan kept calling me from fb and he was with his dad. I went out the back door and when i went downstairs a few of my neighbors were downstairs. They were dominican and they looked like they had no job because theyre always home but today they were outside listenting to music with their car door open. They looked at me which was normal because they always look at people up and fucking down. I went through brook st and i stopped and called jonathan. I had xfinity wifi and told him im omw to common park and he said to meet him on the slide. I had a bun with my eyebrows done. I had to use a shaver but it did the job. I filled them in. I had my blue bag which was jonathans and it probably smelled like cat pee. It took me 5 min and me and jonathan sat on this two seating table. It was kinda close to the streets where we can get caught smoking or seen by my mom but i had so much energy of not giving a fuck. We lit up the blunt and we talked about what happened. I saw a detective car and we thought he was flashing the light from far but he wasnt. It was just a hispanic that owned a car that looks like a detective car. We smoked and later walked to the other side of common next to city hall. There was another couple on the other side and hobo sleeping on other bench. We decided to walk around and we saw a alley and a huge staircase that looks so scary. We went almost all the way up but i walked back down. We went to la luna launge and next to it there was a hallway with a bathroom. Many girls went into the br so i waited. There was a man with a beer on his hand and i was just hugging the corner of a wall bored waiting for the bathroom. Jonathan laughed because the man was looking at my bag looking like he was scared because it looks like im carring bombs. I said fuck it and went in the br. The girls got out of the stall and they talked so much. "Omg im fat " or "i use this to get skinny". I was done using the bathroom and the girls left. I was walking behind them and they were going back to la luna. I was making fun of how they walked because they walked weird. We went back to common and we were going to smoke again. He talked to his friend and his friend was paranoid because he found it weird how he wanted him to go to park at this time. I waited far away from him and i saw a dog. I waited and i just left because im scared of dogs. He finally came back and we started to smoke. It was 4 am and i wanted to sleep in the park but he didnt want to. We walked to his house and the rest was blur
