Entangled Fate

chapitre1

               2nd october 2022 at 5:45 am
-"did you put everything in the car? Did you put everything away? Are you sure you haven't forgotten anything? Will you drop your fucking phone and answer me!''My brother scolded me.
-''yes, everything is in the car,i haven't forgotten anything and stop scolding me''I answered him without taking my eyes off my phone.
But to be sincere I couldn't care less because like always I have to leave my adoptive parents for my biological parents.And as usual I felt sad and helpless and the only one who could comfort me and cheer me up was this Indian living more than nine thousand kilometers from me.And I can dare to say that over the years Tawfeeq Hussain was not just an online friend but more than that.He had become my best friend, my confidant, my reference and my senpai.
          On Instagram
~Tawi(Tawfeeq):kouhai,you should be happy to meet your real parents even tho u don't like them they still your parents and everything they did was the best for you,you shouldn't hate them .
~Tasnee: it's not like they care about my feelings,and sincerely i would prefer to stay with my adoptive parents atleast they don't make me feel worthlesss
~Tawi: don't let anybody make u feel like cause u're an amazing person.But try to see the good side of things, one thing that makes you happy about there.
~Tasneen:Nothing at all, I hate everything and everyone there.Wait I have to go say goodbye to my parents.
~Tawi:Okay I'm going to get ready for college.see u later kouhai-kun.
As soon as I turned off my phone, I heard my brother calling me to tell me it's time to go.And I went into my parents' room to say goodbye and hug them.Like every year, my adoptive mother Aka amom promised me to come even if she couldn't. And my adoptive father Aka Adad began to pray for our safety during this trip. Before leaving we made some duas and then leave to Fatick.
                    During the Route
My brother,our cousins and my uncle was busy singing a song while i was chatting in an anime groupchat named Backrooms.I loved the people there and talking to them was funny and my online life was keeping mentally away from the complexity of my real life.And after a while I end up falling asleep to try to forget my life in another way.
                  Three hours later
Here we are at the birthplace of the Camara family.As soon as we arrive, the grandmothers, more precisely the vipers of the family, rush to come and hug us and welcome us followed by my little siblings.After greeting them I went to my room where I found my mother who didn't waste any time asking me how much my adad had given me as money for them like it was thé only thing that matter to them.Suddenly she noticed my big brother, more concretely the son of my adoptive parents, and she pretended to be interested in my good well-being and what my vacation was like with them.
-"Muhammad I'm sure you took good care of her as usual''She said it with such easy hypocrisy that it was shocking.
-''Of course yes, she's my baby, my little miracle and we'll miss her all,' my brother said, coming closer to me to give me a hug.
-"I see how much you love her and it's nice to know that you took good care of my daughter, the apple of my eye.''she finished.
The more she talked, the more she disgusted me and i ended up leaving my room.
              15 minutes later
They both left my room while i only wanted to talk about it to Tawi who was obviously busy at university. Obviously he didn't have my time he was a big 19 year old boy while I'm just a spoiled 16 year old kid, he must be completely fed up with me.I tell myself. mentally.Just at that moment
~Tawi:Hey kouhai.wyd?Did everything go well?
~Tasneen: hey.i'm cleaning my stuff And organizing my closet.and no my mom didn't even care and her husband lit ignored me when he saw me like i didn't even exist.
~Tawi:Maybe you misunderstood them.
~Tasneen:No They just took off the good parents' mask.But I don't want to talk about them, let's talk about your day
~Tawi:As you wish.my day was tiring.
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