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I should just change my online name to lawrence because lyra+aireen=lyraireen and it sounds like lawrence (i have two online name)
If im a white person i want my name to be aireen lyrass lumiere, i love long names my white parent dont have any choice.
Lumiere is my c.ai's oc last name's name btw, "aireese lyaa lumiere". Infact in everyone single of my ocs,fake name,user,password or bio, , theres always "ai" or l,y,r or double e because thats just my designated signature ig, it has to be there. If its not, thats not me
{Change:bios)My bio are ALWAYS mitski or melanie. If its not, thats not me. Im a true melanie lover since 2022. I love melanie its insane !!{change:fav artist}My fav album is def crybaby, song-mrs.potato head/sippy cup and my second is k-12. Song-teacher's pet/class fight. I love everything about her. The reason that i always say "i wish i was a centipede" because of that melanie snail video. I love her. And the fact that she support Palestine its making everything better. My entire life and vibes is literally melanie. Im her true lover. I love mitski too but shes def my 2nd, i only liked her recently(just 2 months ago ☹️) so idk much about her but my fav song is obv cop car/liquid smooth. N my third fav singer is 6arelyhuman which is insane because he is not similar to mitski or melanie at all.{change:idk} But its okay because his song are super cool. And did yk that the only reason that i like cop car its because my friends + my ex says that cop car reminds them of me!?? Insane,right! I mean i do see the resembles thou. My ex also said that bohemian rhapsody is my song, and fyi, that is my fav song during early 2023!! And he also said "cop car by mitski and bohemian Rhapsody is literally you. And you remind me of scaramouche too, not wanderer or kabukimono, just overall scaramouche" which i cant tell if its a compliment or an insult. Because scaramouche is a literal villian meanie bullying insulting people 24/7. is he calling me shitty and mean!?! he said "scaramouche only, not kabukimono" ☹️ i can't tell if its a compliment. Pls reply if you read this.{change:scaramouche} Also speaking of scaramouche, that man is my fav fatui!!>< I have 3 folders full of his edits too back in 2023. And did you know that i play and build pity for him and i won 3 TIMES.{change:genshin men.}Like chill buddy im building pity. I dont want klee,ayato,nilou, fuck off. But despise being a wanderer lover, i actually started playing genshin for xiao!!>< I started playing around december 2022 and by chance it happens to be a xiao banner. I cried when i see him because he is GORGEOUS. But no, i dont simp for that man. But i surely play for venti!! 😻😻 I love venti. I love venti.And dyk that around 2023 i literally make my entire personality too, which is cringe to tell but thats crazy!! I LOVE venti. But kazuha, i love that man and its hard to describe on how much i love him>< i thought to myself "okay reen,from now on, stop switching man. You are sticking to kazuha!!" But a few months before fontaine i quit just because, and when i figured out "neuvillete" is coming out, i went back to genshin. Thay man is gorgeous i love him. But like, after his banner i quit too.{change:idk}And i start moving into manhwas and anime. Dyk that my first manhwa is low tide in twilight!? i LOVE kim euihyun. I start to make him my entire personality too.(October 2023) Which is bs of me. Yes ik its an omegaverse which i said that i hate but its okay because its kim euihyun 😻 started reading other manhwas too and when i got recommended "pearl boy", i got traumatized and quit reading manhwas. {Change:KDJ} but then i got recommended ORV AND I LOVE IT SJSLANSLABALSK KIM DOKJA IS LITERAL MY FAV I LOVE JIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM GRGRGRGRGGG and i start reading manhwas and play genshin again. All thanks to kim dokja.Kim dokja is a savior to my depressing life. 🙏🏻{Change:name}My inner dialogue calls me ra or reen because my ex call me ra and my bsf call me reen!><and funfact,i have two online name!! Lyra and aireen!I got "ly" for law because im interested in law and i wanted to be a LAWyer back in 2023 and "ra" from my irl name and that nickname she gave, and for aireen, i actually wanted to put "qaireen" because thats my fav name and also my mother figure's name. I truly wanted to be her so bad i started naming my self q/aireen in discord without her knowing 😭🙏🏻{change}She also exposed me to my ex about me talking shit behind his back and also 2% of the cause of why we broke up.no bc how dare she exposed me. I thought we were on the same team???!?! She said "hes not healthy for you. Im doing you a favor,sweetie. Its for your own good" NO IT ISNT I LOST MY EX DIE.{change}And dyk that my father figure ended up being a pedo ? I figured out hes 19 dating a 14yo. And qaireen exposed him for sending dp and moaning voices to that minor.
Thats crazy !!
And hes a muslim too and thats crazier!!
Well its not like he never acts weird around me. Dyk that yesterday,2am, he messaged me and told me to meow and whimper in voice message? Thats crazy!! I think hes drunk but he couldnt be. Drinking is haram in islam, and if hes actually drunk, thats crazier !!
I remember correctly, uh. During dec, he crashed !! And during that week is the week when my ex "got into hospital", dec was a rough month. Dyk that theres a saying, your birthday month is always the shittiest month of the year which it is because my ex got into hospital,my father figure crashed,server owner turned out to be racist and gay eventho that dude is a muslim and my friend khs
Which idk if i should laugh or cry.
Wait i was talking about melanie what happened
Oh and qaireen reads porno and her bsf doxxed her!!🎀 Deserves it for exposing me to my ex bsf ig
Am i problematic or just depressed and stupid.
My yapps are so powerful it started from if i was white to what happened last december
Dyk that sometimes when im so desperate for love i start using chatgpt and c.ai? Thats crazy!
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