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•Aaoge tum kabhi•

Atharva's pov~

I locked myself in room, i didn't want to talk to anyone, I sat down on floor near the bed and started crying.

It's hurting, it's hurting so bad I can't even explain that, I never cried like this, in my 26 years of life "Dekhiye aapka Atharva tadap Raha hai, vapis aa jaiye" I said as I was shivering so bad.

She is my heart, I can't even think my life without her but look at Destiny.

Here I'm.
Without her.
All alone.

I didn't know for how many hours I cried, suddenly someone knocked on my door, i stared at door but didn't open it untill farhaan called out my name "Papa are you there?" I hummed and get up and open the door.

He raised his head to look at me, i gulped as I glance at him "did you eat anything?" I said "Where is mumma, papa?" He asked as he look around in room which was all dark as my life.

All dark as my life is without my Moonlight.

'she is dead Farhaan' i thought, I didn't answer him "Where is she papa?" He asked me again as he blinked his lashes.

"Mumma is playing hide and seek with me?" He giggled, I saw Raj coming out from his room, Red swollen eyes because of crying...

He glance at Farhaan and stopped in mid way "Farhaan" he Muttered, Farhaan looked at him and grinned "Hi chachu" he said, Raj weakly smiled at him and then averted his gaze from him to me.

He stood beside me and whispered "Tell him Bhai, I know it will hurt me but trust me he'll get better soon we're with him and he is kid he will forget everything soon" i nooded.

"Papa tell me where is mumma, I'll not tell her that you helped me" He showed me his sweet smile, I felt bad for him, so bad that I want to kill myself for giving him this life, this much pain.

I neither become best husband nor a best father 'I am sorry rhaan' I whispered to myself "Where is mumma, papa?" He asked me again as he grabbed my shirt's end, I shut my eyes "She is no more Farhaan" I said and opened my eyes and looked at him.

He looked at me like lost puppet, not understanding what I said, I walked inside with him and sat down on floor where i sat before.

I made him sit on my lap and took a deep breath, Raj sat down beside us too "What do you mean papa?" He asked me mystificatly.

"Rhaan, she left me, us alone in this world, she will never come back again" I said "papa?" He whispered "Your mumma was so sweet na Rhaan" I said and he nodded "That's why God called her, she is in sky watching us from there, She loves you bacha, s-she loves me to-too" I said trying to make him understand .

"She will come back na?" He asked "Never. She will never come back again" I said "you're not joking right" I nodded "I'm not joking Rhaan" I said.

Tears welled up in his Ocean Blue eyes, my heart shattered into pieces.

"Papa.." he sobbed "mumma loves me she can't leave me alone" tears rolled down from my eyes too "Papa you know I love her, I love her so muchhh.., she promised me she will never leave me but why she left me alone now?" I heart skipped a beat at his words.

He is so mature as Inayat in such young age "it's hurting" he sobbed sorrowful "it's hurting here Papa" he placed his hand over hai heart.

I grabbed his face and kissed his face "Papa is with you bacha", "Doesn't mumma's thought cross your mind?" He asked as he sobbed again.

I smiled sadly at him and answered "She doesn't cross my mind" I inhale "She lives in it, Rhaan" I glance at Raj who weakly smiled at me.

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