The Middle

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You know the feeling deep in your soul, the one that hurts when the boy tells you he doesn't love you anymore or when you get the news that your best friend just died. That part? Yeah, sometimes I wish that part would just be turned off. You see, all my life no one has ever stayed long. Maybe a few years-if I was lucky- mostly a couple months. 

It was always the same. Hot and heavy, real quick and then it would die just as suddenly as it happened. 

Here today, I've decided to write down every boy I've kissed and just maybe then, I'll be able to find that reason why everyone seems to dump me. 

The middle is the best part of everything and that's just where I'll throw you.