Today was okay. I saw my 2 crushes. Science today though was a little rough. We we're talking on the dangers of drugs and he asked me to stand up and share a story. I wish he hadn't. Everyone was staring. Soon after a moment of silence I broke down and cried infront of my crushes. During lunch my first crush I'll call K. The other J. During lunch though they both came up and comforted me. J knew a lot more about what I've been though other then K. My friend Cruise started getting touching with me and it made me uncomfortable. I walked into the bathroom trying not to make a sceen. Even though I made one in science. During band we had to march today and it got really hot. I got weak and had to sit out. I was so embarrassed. I think I just suck. I mean sure im able to talk to my crushes but I could never confess. I'm too afraid to ruin a friendship if they so no. I cooked today and showered. I'm proud of that atleast. I must go to sleep now. Goodnight.
