Hate to say this but (Unfortunately I don't own naruto or any other characters. I really wish I did . But they belong to khishimoto sensi which is probably the best)
The sounds of thunder and the sounds of wind gently blowi
ng and the sounds of rain pouring heavily from heaven made very lonely for someone. It was one very rainy day, most of the people are staying in their house, some kids and even couples are playing in the rain. Just looking at by them you can see how happy they are and how happy their life is with friends and love ones. Parents are watching their children playing and happy by the scene. Even the couples for themselves enjoying each other company , hugging , kissing and playing. It seems like everyone is really enjoying this day but except for one. And that person is sitting on the couch near the park and he was alone. While the rest of the people are enjoying their lovely time, he couldn't help but sad.
He was sitting all alone. If you look closely at him you can see that he's crying and his clothes are soak and a bit dirty. Most of the people doesn't want to be around him or even when they saw him they would just ignored him. He was always alone since he was born. No parents, no friends, no siblings. Life was sure sucks for him.
His name is Uzumaki Naruto. He has blonde hair which is shine like a sun and big blue ocean eyes which is now a bit red because he's been crying which seems like an hour. Sitting there and talking to himself which made people to think he become crazy along this years. But if only they listen to what he speaks to himself or what had happened to him ,they would sympathize him but for worse they never care about him. They had been treating him like a trash so it would be like the end of the world if they even concern about him.
"Why?"he whisper to himself.
"Why Hinata? ...Why ..would ....you... d..do that?"he said. "I ...thought... y...you.. would feel the same way" his voice is a bit crack and fill with pain and hurt. He felt like his heart has been struck by a thousand of knives.
"Who am I kidding ... She never said she loves me anyway" he thought.
" Who ..would love a ..guy like me who dosent even have a... p.parents nor friends"he mutter.
"I.. d..don't even deserve ..her.."he said with his voice mix with a sob.
"She would be happy without me when I can't even make her happy"he thought with a small sigh. Well that's what he thought. It has been an hour.. sitting alone in the rain and ignoring the cold. He dosen't even care what's around him cause right now the only person in his mind is a certain person that he love dearly with his heart and soul. Though for right now thinking about her doesn't bring anything but pain.
"I .. d..don't even deserve her .. so why would she feel the same way" he whisper gently between sobbing.
He rubbed his eyes which is fill with tears and sorrow and mostly pain. And rest his face between his hands trying his best not to cry but it can't be help. He just can't really stop thinking about her that how she used to be around him, laughing with him ,walking with him for years. He love the way she look without any make up to cover up, she's just so beautiful for him. She was like an angel to him and of course he likes her from the start when the two of them met but his feeling grow as the times passed.
Just thinking about their past make him smile a bit but dash away when he remember what happened today. The day he promise himself to confess his feelings to her. How she's so important for him. How he love her and how he care about her. But unfortunately it turned out to be the wosre thing that ever happened to him.
"If only"he whisper.
Oh how he wanted to forget what he saw. How he wish to be born having both parents and siblings. Or maybe even brothers and sisters.
"Huh... An orphan trying to confess his love to a princess.. stupid orphan that who dosen't even know what love felt like try to confess the princess.. haha"he laugh crazily but his voice fill with sorrow and pain. He dosen't have a fairly childhood life, actually not at all.
The sky seems darker than before but the rain never stop pouring and most people are gone now. They are in their house and enjoying their time with their family. Watching them through their window Naruto couldn't help but smile a bit when he saw a boy playing with his food and get smacked by her mother for playing with his dinner. But frown suddenly.
"How dose it feel to have a family and how dose it feel to be loved by someone" he thought with another tear of his fall to his knuckles. And he look down to his finger and saw small but cute lavender ring which is really precious to him. But instead of putting it on his ring finger he put it on his pinky cause it's kind of too small for him.
Then he thought again "I guess I will never be able to feel what love feels like ".
He start coughing a little bit because it's getting cold and with his wet clothes he will be ill for a week. But he doesn't care about anything right now. He just wanted to die like he always wanted to do so that his pain would be vanish. Not even remembering how long he's been sitting there and crying. He dosen't even notice when a person approach him from behind quietly and slowy. Hell he dosen't even care what would happen if he sit there for too long.
But then again he heard a voice that he wanted to hear so badly but at the same time scare.
"N..Naruto-kun.. a..a.are y..you okay?"she asked softly. He snap out from his sobbing and from deep thought. He turn around slowy and he wish she wasn't here. And wish she should he go away and leave him alone. Facing the girl who just called his name with a voice fill with concern. But then again he saw beautiful white lavender eyes and long indigo hair.
"Hi..Hinata.."he said with fear and weakness run through his body.
Next chapter will be flash back to 4 years earlier.... My first fanfic ... Which I'm sure I'm very suck at and some grammer problems ...
