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ᴅᴇsᴛɪɴʏ ᴡɪʟʟɪᴀᴍs
ᴡᴇsᴛ ᴋɪɴɢsᴛᴏɴ
ғʀɪᴅᴀʏ ᴍᴀʀᴄʜ 1sᴛ
Siddung yasso wid black eye an blood a run from mi head as Ryeem shout afta mi over some stupid fuckry.
"Why the fuck yuh cyah jus listen when mi talk a you cause this enno" him seh walking around the living room angry yf.
Ryeem is my abusive 'boyfriend' is what he would like to say and baby father of my 5 yr old we deh cuz him get mi pregnant an mi cyah leave cuz him threaten mi seh him ago find mi and mi baby and kill wi suh see me yer a tek beating cuz mi tek up mi self guh fuck wasteman without protection.
"Ryeem" mi seh lowly getting up "yuh done now mi affi go work.." him walk ova to mi an touch mi face and mi flinch cuz it did a hurt mi yf.
"Yuh know mi love yuh doh mi sorry fi lick yuh yer but yuh fi listen when mi talk" he says wid him fake apology an mi only shake mi head cuz mi nuh inna no talking wid him.
"Gawn go cova dat up mek mi bring yuh guh work" him seh forcing me to give him a kiss and walking away.
Dis a mi life I guess him beat mi apologize an try fi fuck mi but dat a one ting weh nah happen, yuh see inna fi first 1yr when mi pregnant him get fuck one an two time cuz a mi hormones an thing yzm afta mi give birth an mi baby turn one wi start argue an him slap mi cross mi face an den it turn inna one normal ting whenever we have argument fi him beat mi.
Him wah fuck mi but mi cyah mek dat happen..
Nobody nah help mi either mi fadda dead mi madda deh a prison fi kill him cuz him did put him hand pon mi when mi did likkle nah go inna dat right now but it has been rough fi mi and mi madda especially she, she inna prison a severe 20yrs which unfair a jus cuz mi fadda did a one 'Don' or whatever, mi get fi visit har as much as mi can but cyah stay long cuz Ryeem have things fi do an a him bring mi anyweh mi ago kissmitooth.
Back to mi black eye,mi wash mi face and put likkle freeze spray pon it fi mek it nuh hurt as bad then mi start put on makeup ova mi face an fix mi hair him come inna di bathroom a look pon mi through the mirror and him start walk up to mi and mi try ignoring him.
"When yah gimme some?" Him seh putting him hand round mi waist "Ryeem mi affi guh work bill nuh mi ready" I say removing his hand and walking away to get my bag.
"Ah suh ya deal wid mi, if mi eva find out any odda man a fuck yuh dead yuh dead yer!" he says holding me and choking me hard making tears come to mi eyes mi shake mi head yes an him let mi go "fwd now mi have things fi do".
"Mek sure yuh reach home by 5 yer mi seh?" He says as he pulls up at the company weh mi work basically mi plan party fi artist and odda people mi get fi guh sometimes but mi have mi pickney fi tek care of an Ryeem think seh mi a guh fi look man.
"Yeah lata" mi mumble an come out di car an walk off before him can seh anything.
Mi walk in seh morning to everybody mi pass going straight to my office to get working.
Afta mi plan out three party is afta 4 and time fi mi guh fi mi baby fi guh home suh mi get ready fi go find one bus fi reach a stony hill weh mi bestfren live, she keep har weekdays cuz a mi situation an mi tek har pon weekends Ryeem nuh have no problem wid it ofc cuz him get fi beat mi more.
She also no have no problem cuz she a one stay at home mom har man tek care a har an thing.
Ryeem gone most weekends anyway an even if him deh there him nah go beat mi infront har, suh mi hope at least nuh wah mi baby see mi a get beat by har wuckless puppa.
•••
Mi reach a har yard an tell har seh mi outside an cyah stay likke while lata mi see har come outside wid mi baby a sleep pon har shoulder.
"She jus drop a sleep suh she probably ago sleep wull night" my bestfren Azria says handing my baby to me.
"Thanks yer ria mi love yuh enno" mi hug har from di side.
"Mi know, yuh wah mi call Kyle fi bring unuh ova?" She ask an mi shake mi head no.
"Yuh know how Ryeem stay mi will jus call one taxi but thanks talk to yuh lata" I say taking Aliyah's stuff giving her a hug and walking off.
5:10 now an mi jus a reach home hope Ryeem nuh reach home yet mi tek out di key wid Aliyah to side walking in to put her down in the bed.
Now fi start making dinner for this mongoose when mi see him siddung inna di lkitchen pon him phone a smile muss gyal him a text kmt.
"Yuh daughter inna di room a sleep" him only shake him head convo muss sweet him mek him nuh seh nothing bout mi being late thank god tho.
Mi cook, eat, bade, change mi baby an get ready fi guh sleep cuz from Ryeem eat him lef an nuh come back an honestly mi nuh care him coulda drop inna gully mi woulda laugh hope to tonight peaceful.
