Lost Thoughts

2- It's Eating me up

Still there, stuck on the same place
Living in the past, the moment which felt like gems
Sweet memories slowly turning into a dark dream
was it worth it?
I smiled

Cause even though it was short
That's the only happy moments that i got.

Before that terrible night
Life seems so much bright
Not saying it's not my fault
Already got to know i was the cheater
And the cause of this all.

Something that i never wanted to become
Never thought my possessiveness
Would cause this much distress
Just wanted to prove something
But got late in understanding my boundaries
And you're limit of understanding.

Not saying i am an innocent bean
But trust me
Hurting you was never my thing,

When you said I am a betrayer
Believe me i saw my world Falling apart
Felt heart shutter in to pieces
When your tears soaked your tissues
I knew, i am the problem
Which is always solved by only you.

Even if I told you it's an misunderstanding
Things are too broken to be fix
You are hurt and i can see why
My mirror reminds me that by
shouting at me day and night,

All i can do is say sorry, until you are healed
While i will bleed till you'll ask me,
how I have been