While I sit on my bed with these thoughts running through my head
Wondering why everything said is a lie. I look around everyone is
So happy a family joyful in love. I wonder why?
As I look above I have no mother no father I have no family
I wonder why?
I have no faith I do not believe; so I wonder why?
Why do you hurt me when I've already been hurt
The only thing you can is put me in the dirt
I wonder why your words are so harsh so I ask why?
Do you really wish for me to die I wonder why?
Why do you put me through me this?
I don't know why my life is like death's bow
I wonder why?
I cut deep to feel pain cause your words has left
Me in vain
I wonder why?
I have tried to take my life with a wooden handle and knife
I wonder why ?
I could've survived I could've died for hatred and greed
I had to live I had to prove them wrong
And find a place where I truly belong
YOU ARE READING
Jase' Starnes
PoetryAll My emotions past, present, and future. Tied into on book of poems. Sometimes you must let it out and become the true you. Holding it in will not save you. You must be strong and your life will carry on.
