Trapped in Heaven with you.

Its getting hard, I miss you.

DISCLAIMER:
There are scenes that include, D3ath, s3lf h@rm, su1c1dal thoughts,  curse words, may be inappropriate for kids 10 and under, (and maybe g0rey descriptions) Viewer has been advised. (In the story not just the chapter)
(WARNING, THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS S@ AND DR#G$. IF YOU GET DISTURBED BY THIS AUDIENCE THEN PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER)

Logan's Letter:
Things are harder since you died in that dimension. I really miss you and I think about you all the time. It's been almost a month now. I hate to say it but we kinda are giving up on looking for you. I know that the only way to wake you up is to at least find you. Or you can just use all of your strength to wake yourself up. I feel geeky and dorky writing this because I know that the doctors have to read this out to you. Unless I do it myself which I might do. I counted my tears. I dropped exactly 147 words. 148 now. I've been bored without you. Taylors going to write to you now.
- Logan Fields

Taylors letter:
I'm trying to use my best hand writing because I'm shaking so much. I really miss you. I don't know if you can hear me, but I read kindergarten books to you every day. I don't know why. It just comforts me. I can't write any more. Please forgive me Tyler. I want to write more but my hands hurt and I need a break. I'm sorry. I love you.
-Taylor Hernandez

Ben's letter:
I'm having the doctors read this. I don't know what to put. I carried you to the hospital 👍. You aren't that heavy... Your my friend. I can't write more right now, Taylor needs me. I miss you, bye.
-Ben Clark

Aidens Letter:
I honestly have to admit, I liked arguing with you. It's just so funny watching you get mad. I don't know. My bad. I laughed when you flew out the car. Not out loud though. Just in my head. How do I draw a plane? Wait no don't write that. Wait what. I don't know just don't put that! Ashlyn! Give me the p-
-Aiden Clark
(He didn't write the letter, he made ashlyn write down what he said)

Ashlyns letter:
Hey.. Sorry about Aiden. Anyways, sorry about arguing with you. I didn't mean to. Uh. Yeah. Also sorry I didn't turn back in time. The thingy was behind us. Yeah. Sorry. Miss you! 🤞
-Ashlyn Banner

Narrator
Everyone went to the hospital and read their letter to Tyler. Some found it cringy but some didn't. Taylor and Logan were the most devastated. They put a lot of effort into reading it. Taylor added some other things while she was talking because she couldn't write all of it down. They all go home to relax for the day. Logan and Taylor was very quiet most of the day nobody wondered what they were thinking about. Nobody asked. Logan went up to his room and quietly shut the door behind him.

(Logan's room)
Logan's Pov: I close the door behind me quietly so I don't wake anyone up. I don't want anyone to hear me. I sat on my bed slowly. I kinda had thoughts. Bad thoughts. Really bad thoughts. I cant really control my thoughts so I try to think of something else but my mind just goes to Tyler or bad thoughts. Should I? Maybe I could be with Tyler if I did. No, everyone would be devastated. Or maybe not. Without me and Tyler, the group wouldn't be the same. Even already with Tyler the group isn't the same. Everyone is quiet... Except for Aiden. I can't stop thinking about Tyler. He is so special to me. I look to the corner of my eye. Tyler's there. I flinch. "Tyler? " He's looking at me.. Smiling warmly. I can feel tears roll down my eyes. Then, a picture shows up of him impaled by a tree. I put my hand over my stomach quickly. "Ouch, that must've hurt.. Sorry. " I wipe tears from my eyes. "Wait.. I can use that to find Tyler!" The idea floods my mind. I get excited. I jump up from my bed and open my window. It's around 6pm and I don't want anyone to know where I am. I crawl out the window carefully and place one foot on the ground. I slowly put the other down and close the window. I slowly breathe and get myself ready. Then, I remember that the place is kinda far. I sit down against the wall. All that for what? Actually I just climbed out my window so it wasn't "all that" but whatever. I'm sad now. I can't find Tyler. I start to carve my stomach in anger. Why can't life just be easy.? This is so annoying. I take off my glasses and throw them on the floor next to me. It doesn't do anything because of the grass so I pick them back up and try to crush them with my hands. That didn't work either so I get up and step on them. After my little tantrum, I breathe and get up. There are little strains of hair in my nails and on the floor from pulling my hair. I lift up my shirt to see my stomach and there are marks with blood trickling down. I realize that it stained my shirt with blood so I take off the shirt and hide it. I rub my finger against the mark and flinch. "Ouch.. " There is blood on my finger now. I open the window and go back inside my room to clean up the blood.

Taylors Pov:
Logan must be devastated. I remember hearing him sob on the car when it happened. I feel bad now. I want to go see him so I can comfort him. "Maybe I should go over to his house. " I think. Hmm.. I think I should go see him. Yeah. I'll go see him. I take the bus to Logan's house. Tyler usually sits next to me in the bus so that nobody weird would. But today, nobody is sitting with me. One guy, way in the back looks familiar but I don't want to seem weird and look at him. I feel safe up until some guy with his belly sticking out his stained T-shirt sits next to me. I scoot over a little bit and he turns to talk to me. He opens his mouth. With a raspy voice, he says; " Where is a beautiful girl like you going honey? " This immediately sent shivers down my spine. "Uhm, I'm going to a friends house.. " His hand raises slightly and lands on my thigh. This is why I need Tyler to sit with me on the bus. I slowly shove his hand away and he looks angry. "Why would you do that dear?" He looks at me. He has an evil grin. "Because it's my time to get off... " I lied. It wasn't my time to get off but I didn't want him to know where I was going. He smiled even bigger and grabbed my arm tight. "No, this isn't your stop. I know it isn't. Your just trying to get away from me, Doll." He grabs my other arm and holds both of my arms in one of his hands and rubs my thigh again. I feel warm. But not in a soothing way, a nervous way. My breathing gets heavy. His arm goes up more and more while ribbing my thigh. "Uh, can you p-please stop.? " He looked at me again. This time he looked excited. He got up out of the seat and just when I thought I was safe, he yanked my arm and dragged me to the front of the bus. I tried to jerk my hand out of his grasp but it wasn't enough. His grip was to tight. "Stop! " I yelled. He chuckled nervously and shook his head quick. "Sorry, me and my wife just got in an argument. She's upset. " I felt the anger inside me build up. He lied about who I was. And everyone didn't care. I was about to scream, when he dragged me off the bus and cover my mouth. "Don't make a noise. " He led me to an Alley way and we turned the corner. He pinned me against the wall and put his hand on my chin. "Get away from me you pervert! " He didn't listen. He grabbed a bag filled with white powder and put it in my mouth. I struggled so it was hard for him to get it all in my mouth. Unfortunately, most of it got in my mouth. It tasted really bad. I felt light headed. Soon enough, I fell to the floor. I was still conscious but I didn't feel like moving or saying anything. Tears rolled down my face. I wasn't sad though. I think I was frustrated. Maybe scared is the word. Then, the worst part happened. He sat me up and grabbed my chin with one hand and my thigh with his other. He pressed his lips against mine. I couldn't feel anything. I couldn't even think of anything. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't yell help or tell him to stop. He lifted me up with his lips still on mine, and lifted my thigh up higher. I didn't like this feeling. It was horrible. He kept on rubbing my thigh. Getting closer to my behind while rubbing it. Suddenly, the familiar person from the bus showed up. My vision was blurry and I couldn't tell who it was. The person from the bus whacked the fat guy to the floor. The person from the bus proceeded to beat him up. Then, he looked at me. I was scared he was going to fight me but he didn't.
I couldn't even think straight so I was wobbly. He put his hand gently behind my waist. He didn't talk the whole time. I wondered who was the Batman today. Before I could think about it, my legs and mind gave up and I passed out.

??? 's Pov: (Person from the bus)
I don't wanna do anything really, I just wanna go to ℅®©%¥'s house but #$&¥ didn't drive me. I'm close friends with ℅®©%¥. I sat in the back of the bus, trying to avoid drama, when Taylor shows up. I guess you probably know who I am at this point. I wonder if she saw. She looked at me but didn't sit with me. I forgive her. I see a guy with a large stomach appear and hope he doesn't take the seat next to Taylor. My worst fear happened. He sits with Taylor and talks to her. I can tell she's uncomfortable with him. As I'm about to get up and confront him, he grabs her arm and walks out the bus with her. I follow behind them. I lose them after getting off. I get scared. I don't know what he's going to do with her. I clench my fist. I look around for them and after a little bit, I hear Taylor yell at him to let go. I follow the sound and finally find them. Taylors mouth is covered in what looks like c0c@1n3. My heart drops. He's holding onto her th1gh while k1ssing her. I walk up to them and smack him to the floor. I get so angry and can't control my anger so I beat him up. Then I turn to Taylor. She looks scared. I walk to her slowly and grab her behind the waist like I always do. She passes out after a minute. I'm going to take her to the hospital. Cause that's what I do.

Authors note:
I'm going to try to make the chapters as fast as possible for you guys 😚. (Also, yes that is a cliff hanger but I'm pretty sure that you guys can guess who it is!)