All my life, someone has always mentioned
"Why haven't you dated anyone?"
"At your age you should already dated quite a lot of people"
I always want to mention the fact that I'm not stupid,
I saw what love did to my elders
They married early
And all they tell me is
Their life is
Hell
I always think they exaggerate,
But when I moved here I realized
It wasn't true
I saw so many
younger than me
get in a relationship
get their heartbroken
and do nothing
and yet they always went back
back to the hell they so wanted to escape because they had no other option
I saw so many children
Not young adults
Children
Rejected from the love
They wanted from their parents
I on the other hand,
With sacrifices,
Have it
I'm not saying my family is perfect
It never has been
No one is
But Im not saying love can't exist
I heard it once
"Love and happiness are not concordant.
One can exist without the other"
Sometimes this is true
But my other response is
"Because I can't take care of myself"
This is true
Yes, I know how to cook
Clean?
Sometimes
But my health has never been good
I need treatments
Care
But sometimes I'm not ready to do that
I can't take care of myself
Because sometimes I don't have the courage
I wouldn't know where to find a job
And I've mentioned this,
and they always say
"It's too early"
I'm not ready for the responsibility
And I hate myself for that
And I can't do anything about it but
think
Think
Think
How I'll respond
To
The
Question.
Ahhh yes yes I'm back, as you can see, I MOVED HAHAHAH
like FARRR AWAY
HAHAHHA
I'm not telling u where but just know I'll write a little more
Jk
Just when I'm on the mood
Anyways enjoy
🤩
