chapter 20 -rage-

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NATHAN'S POV

Never in my life have I felt stupid.....
Until now, until today, until her,

I just stood in that room thinking of ways to kill her at this point, she always fucks with my head, but I'm done playing nice, fuck her body and fuck her pretty face, I don't need her,

I kicked my office chair to the ground and threw everything off of it,

I will kill her!

I took my jacket and stormed out of the house, I called theo and told him to meet me at the bar,

I was driving so fast, I was flooring it,
I couldn't breath, I noticed and my hearing got stiff, my heart rate was going faster then my car and my head was light, I ripped my tie off and unbuttoned my shirt, but it was useless I was just 3 minutes away from my house, I parked the car and opened the window but it only got worse

It's happening 'again'

I got out and I panted and my head was getting lighter while my eyes were fighting to stay open, I sat down and leaned against my car for support and before I was out, I saw her, ellanore, looking worried her emerald eyes were full of tears and she was saying stuff to me but I Blacked out.........



AFTER A WHILE........

I heard the heart monitor beep in sync and for some reason it gave me a head ache, I opened my eyes and i groaned
I saw my room around me and when I looked to my right and saw her crying while talking on the phone she was walking back and forth saying
"Leah it was my fault, you don't understand.........no they said he's fine..........yeah I know.............. Leah he got hurt because of me!"

I heard her talking over and over again
I groaned because her voice was hurting my head, she shot her head to me and said to her phone "I'll call you back" she marched to me and said
"Hey, are you ok?"  I opened my eyes barley and looked at her worried eyes

I nodded and said "what happened?"
She replied " you had a panic attack"
I tried sit up but her small hands pushed me down harshly and said
" stay put!" I groaned " ow."
"Sorry" she said and gave me a guilty look, she got up and said " Don't get up until I come back!, understood?" And she walked out, I looked to my left and saw the heart monitor

What the fuck is that doing here? I didn't get hit by a bus i had a panic attack for fuck sake!

I pulled of the strings that were stuck on my chest and I got up, I wanted to go out the door but when I opened it i saw her infront of me with a bowl of God knows what, her eyes widened when they saw me, she pushed me back inside and said
"What the fuck did I say!!, I told you to stay in your fucking seat!!!!" She put the bowl down and pulled my arm towards the bed I then told her " I have to go to work, theo is waiting for me" I pulled my arm back and tried to go out but her hands grabbed my arm and pulled my back she glared at me and said " I said get back in bed nate, I called theo, he is taking care of everything, NOW GET THE FUCK BACK IN BED!" I looked at her with surprise, did she just yell at me?, I tried to say something but she shoved a spoon of something in my mouth and pulled me back to the bed I almost choked on the liquid she gave me she put me on the bed and picked my legs up and threw them on the bed,

She sat down next to me and picked up the bowl and shoved another of something in my mouth,

I was still processing what just happened, I couldn't help but realize how cute she was when she was mad or annoyed, I almost smiled but she... yup you got it, shoved a spoon of something in my mouth, which I soon realized that it was soup, she tried to put another in my mouth and I grabbed her hands and stopped her "I can do it myself" she took her hands back and said

" no you can't now open you mouth you have to finish this in 5 minutes because I have to give you your medicine in 10 minutes and you have to wait 5 minutes after eating to take your medication"

Huh?

I didn't understand a word but I won't say that, I'm not in the mood for her to say that all again,

She shoved a spoon in my mouth a bit to much and I coughed up in her face,
I threw the food all over her face and she just shut her eyes close and her mouth, I laughed at her face and she put the bowl of soup down, she then said " omg!, you've got to be kidding me!" she went to the bathroom cussing and mumbling stuff under her breath, but I just sat there laughing, she was pissed off, I then told her "I told you i can do it myself" she yelled from the bathroom, " nate! Shut the fuck up!",

I chuckled at her annoyed face when she came back, I wanted to say something but she threw her middle finger at me and went to the closet to change, I took that as an opportunity, I got up and went out of the room I went to the kitchen and I made myself some real food, because her soup was everything but food,

I was making some pasta when
she came downstairs "I told you to stay in your place" she said giving up, I looked back and saw her in one of my shirts,

God damn it

"When have I listened to you?" I said looking back at the food I was making she rolled her eyes and como next to me I could her her soft breaths she looked at the pot and said " you know how to cook?" I replied not looking away from my food " there's a lot of things I can do that you don't know"
She scoffed and said " I know how to cook" I looked at her and said " I don't believe you" she chuckled and said

" I don't believe you too" I looked at her and she looked at me like it was her first time I didn't break the stare, she looked at me with those eyes that I could get lost in, she did that triangle method on me and I lost it I grabbed her neck and kissed her hard, she kissed me back, and her hands cupped around my face, in that moment I forgot about how mad I was at her or how I wanted to kill her,
right now....I want to protect her,



A/N
this is a filler guys I just wanted
To post this part because it
Was very cute idk
I like it so
Yeah
Bye



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