It's been two weeks since me and josh broke up.I've barely left the house unless i was going to the studio because ive got a sing coming out tonight at 8pm,I've been staying in bed and stay In my pyjamas all day but today I'm finally going out and giving myself a glow up.I woke up at 8am,I got showered and sresses .Ive booked a hair,nail and tattoo appointment,I already have one large tattoo on my hip but I want more.Once I've finished getting ready,I go downstairs feed my dogs,then made myself a smoothie bowl.once I ate,I washed my bowl up,then avani came into my house.
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Avani:morning beb
Cindy:hey vani
Avani:how you feeling?
Cindy:OK but very nauseous
Avani:how long has this been going on
Cindy:for about 4 days
Avani:what If your pregnant
Cindy:I can't be me and josh haven't slept together since the bahamas but then there was that party before we broke up where we did it and the condom split and I'm on the pill so it can't be possible that was 6 weeks ago
Avani:get these appointments done and then take a test
Cindy:I have some in my bathroom
Avani:why don't you take one
Cindy:I'm scared
Avani:I know it's scary but you need to know but you can still go to these appointments
Cindy:but if I'm pregnant will it affect the baby
Avani:no
Cindy:OK let's go
Avani:OK
We go to my bathroom,I close the door,then got the pregnancy tests out,I got 4 out so it's 100% accurate two were the ones thya show up with two lines and then the other two are clear blue which show up eith pregnant or not pregnant.I pee on the pregnancy tests,then put the caps on,I put them facing down on the counter,I wipe,then flush the toilet
Cindy:I'm so scared
Avani:I know you are how long do we have to wait
Cindy:4 minutes
Avani:i'll be here no matter what those tests say
Cindy:thank you vani
Avani:no problem cinds
The timer goes off,my heart beats out of my chest,my hands are shaking like mad
Cindy:oh god I'm so nervous
Avani:I'm here for you
Cindy:thanks
I nod at her,I walk over to the bathroom counter,I turn over the tests and gasp,I break down crying but there a mix of sad and happy tears
