tw: slight mention/hint of ed
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i write this with sorrow,
i can't think about us too hard.
you took up my line of vision,
but i didn't even fit a frame.
i watched as you looked at her.
envy is green like a vine,
wrapping around your hips,
or your Iips that are just too thin.
envy is green like a sick disease,
that has no cure.
envy is green like poison ivy,
when you touch it,
it spreads all over your body,
until it's unbearable.
it's shocking the nerve you have,
don't know why i put up with it.
but yet,
i bite my tongue and cry until my eyes turn red.
clutch my stomach on the bathroom floor,
begging for it to end.
envy is like green,
i have a pit in my stomach,
crying until all of me is blue.
