Finding my own way

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"Can I help you?" I asked getting annoyed. "Damn ma I just wanted to know why you leave so early?"

"I have to get home to my boyfriend." I said stretching the word boyfriend. "Well I can get your number? I mean we could just be friends..." He said hopping I'll say yea. 

"No I don't want to be your friend cause I know how it would end so.....no" He smirked.

"Ight I'll see you later." He said walking back in the smelly ass place. I just looked at him. Shaking my head I put kim back in the car seat with her food. I kept her drink with me cause I don't trust her right now. I sat in the back with her and ate with her. I ate her hash brown and gave her- her drink. after we was done I drove to walmart.

Ant's P.O.V

"Nigga what the fuck is wrong with you?" Johnny said to me.

I came over to his crib cause I need some help. I had told him everything that went down at the hospital, and that I've admitted to kissing her back but I was just in the moment. I would never treat maya like that but I guess I went back on my own words. 

I can't afford to lose her. She isn't like these other females out here. She different, she's not after my money and she was willing to stand by me when this shit happened. She's the one and only girl I want to be with. But being in the spot light is kinda hard you know? You got the media making up bullshit and you got my fans trying to start shit. Everything is just hard when your at the top.

"I know.....I know" I sighed. "She doesn't even want me near her. I mean I'm trying to explain what had happened but she don't wanna hear it."

"I wouldn't either! Shit you lucky she didn't murk that girl when she had the chance." He's right after that second fight with trina, I don't want to fuck with her when she's mad.

"So what should I do man? I need her." He looked at me and hand me the blunt. "Go to the house and sit down and talk with her. No yelling, screaming none of that. Jut talked to her and see what the out come is going to be. Maya has been my little sis for the longest and I love her to death and I don't want to see her cry or get hurt by some nigga. Shit I almost murked roys ass like fucking twice.

But you is good people, I trust you around her and jenny. And I know we haven't knew each other like that since you new here and all.......but I like you and if I like you then you good with everyone in the family. We the only ones that we got and we don't let other people in like this. We fam and by showing me that you'll do anything to get my little sis back, shows that you really care for her and I like that."

I nodded my head."Thanks man I really appreciate that good looks." He shook his head, "No problem man, just get her back."

And with that we dapped each other up and I left. I wanted to got to Walmart and get some chips or something cause a nigga got the munchies. I looked the the 4th aisle and nothing I was getting mad that I couldn't find no fucking chips. 

"If I don't find theses fucking chips Imma blow up the fucking store." I mumbled.

I looked and looked then I found them BBQ fritos twisted. I brought 5 bags and those were huge. I brought a case of snapple mango and ribs.......yea ribs.

I payed for all of the things and walked out side to my car. I looked over and I saw a girl with toddler in the back of the car. The girl bend down to put her stuff in the car and I had a nice view of that ass she got. Huh cake for days!

She turned around and it was maya. I was about to yell her name when some nigga was running up to her. I couldn't hear what they was saying but she had a smile on her face and he gave her a paper. I'm guessing his number. She nodded her head and he grabbed her hand and kissed it. Thats when I went in my car and left. I'll see her.