My first ever crush

Chap 10 : Her

One thing I noticed was that she didn't notice me at all. She never noticed my eyes on her, she didn't even acknowledge me... She was busy with her friends. But Hrithik noticed me & acknowledged me.

And now He was behind me for all the DeTaiLS . He teased me saying I had feelings for her, that I want to make her my girlfriend, he even said I want to marry her.

Dumbass

Days continued & my eyes always zeroed on her, Everytime she was near. And Hrithik felt sorry for me, cause she never looked at me. So he said I should go & talk to her. I tried. I actually tried. But I failed miserably.

I always backed out the last moment.
So he made a plan, the stupid plan, the plan which is a big problem now. He told me to write a letter to her. Idiot.

And I was the bigger idiot cause I Agreed. We thought we were in an old bollywood movie or something, he told me that many boys do this and they succeeded and cause I was dumb, I thought it was a NiCe IdEa..... I started writing letter to her. And it took a very short time to write it.
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It took a whole month to write it.
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I don't know how many pens & papers I used while writing the letter, but I  Finally did it. I got a silver envelope for it cause it was my sister's favorite color. And I literally thought that every girl liked the same color ( I already told you guys It was a year younger me, and I was a kid. )

And no,  am not reliving what I wrote in that letter. It might be cringe to most of the people but to me it was my feelings, true feelings towards her.

Now the most difficult task.... To give her the letter.

We were standing opposite to where she was standing with her friends during the lunch break in the ground. Hrithik told me to just ask any of the Junior to give it to her, but I told him it was a cowardly way, so he told me,

" If it is a cowardly way, then go macho man , give it to her yourself. "

That made me shut my mouth.

But I was not going to trust any other person giving it to her too. What if they read it -
No not going there.

So I made the decision of taking the matter in my own hands.

And then I turned around and said to Hrithik, " Mission abort "

And started walking back to our class. He held my collar from back and dragged me back to my earlier place & made me stand in front of him.

" Nahi bhai chor, mai aise hi thik hu. "
" Ab piche nahi hat skte Aahan. "
" To piche mat hatt. Aage se chalte hai class. "
" Usse ye letter dena h tujhe. "
" Nahi "
" Ha "
" Nahi "
" Ha "
" To ja tu dede. " I said getting irritated
" Mai de du? De tab jake deke aaya. " He then snatched the letter from my hand & started walking forward.

I stopped him, and took my letter back, " Nahi ruk. I have a better idea. "

He looked at me with his one eyebrow raised.

" I am just going to put this letter in her bag " I said while grinning.

He looked at me and then nodded.
" That's actually a good idea. "

I stood there grinning at my fantastic idea.

"Then? " He asked

" Oh.... I'll do it when no one is in her class. " I replied

He then nodded again. And we get back to our class.

It was the 5th period ( period just after the lunch) and I knew it was there Games period so all of them must be out in the ground. I asked the permission from my teacher , I told her that I left something in class 6 and made some lies , and as I was a good student my teacher allowed me to go to her class.
I went to her class , found her bag and put it inside her first chain.

The worst decision I have ever made.

Cause the next day when I went towards her, she again didn't notice me, and the whole day she acted as if she didn't find the letter. I tried to talk to her, but she just acknowledged me like a senior and asked me what I needed. 

Only if she knew, It was HER.

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It was her he needed 😭😭😭😭😭

Hey guys I know it's a short chapter. Will update soon. Till then stay safe, take care.

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* Might make some minor changes in the future. *