Your Love Buried Deep Inside My Disastrous Heart (Poetry)

I Broke My Own Heart But You Crushed It

Sticks and stones
I sat on my throne
Clowns and folks
I laughed at my own jokes
Light and dark
I broke my own heart
But you crushed it

I played my game
I said your name
I lost my enchantment
I have been the victim of bombardment
Signing on wet cement
Concrete crushed is permanent

And I wonder if I broke my heart
Why did you crush it?
For it to not be fixed?
For me to lose this shit