Why do I have the urge to start a changbin x reader fanfic? I have so many ideas for it but I'm scared it won't get any reads and that it might turn out trashy af...
FR THO PLS COMMENT YOUR IDEAS I RLLY NEED YOUR HELP
BTW lmk if yall like chapters like this idk how to write them lol
Yn's pov
There's definitely something wrong with me.
For the past few days, Rindou's words kept replaying itself over and over in my head like that one song during a test.
"I'm really in love with you"
"I'm really in love with you"
"I'm really in love with you"
Why did I have to feel this way? Every hour, every minute, every second, Rindou just kept appearing in my head. Those beautiful lavender eyes of his, his contagious laugh that I loved so much, the way his voice made it sound like he was a little sleepy baby- ok I think I'm actually going crazy now.
A few weeks ago, I told Emma about that feeling and she screamed (it was 3am btw), texted the rest of the girls to come over for a sleepover (idk why they were still awake), and told me what I felt was actually a crush.
Until I told her I had been feeling this way since I got introduced to him in the groupchat, which was just over 4 months ago.
oH sO nOw iT'S cOnSidErEd lOvE.
And then something hit me. What if Rindou knows about my 'love' for him? It would be really obvious cuz when he said that, I'm pretty sure my whole face was red. Shit I'm fucked. I'm pretty sure his words meant that he loved me as a friend, so I'm not gonna bother Emma about my feelings. In the first place, I never even told her or anyone else about what he said.
Yn
Gays...
I'm in love
Chifuyu
Istg-
Bitch u say this once a week
Yn
No like I'm actually serious this time
There's this new guy in my class
And ngl he's kinda hot 🤭
Smiley
Wait aren't u in class rn?
Yn
Yeah
It's fine the teacher didn't come today amd we have a substitute
I think I'm gonna talk to him
Chifuyu
U GO GIRL
U GOT THIS
Yn
Ofc I got it
Cuz I'm me
OK I'm walking up to him now
Yn's pov.
I walked up that guy, in hopes of finding out his name. In my head, I thought that if I could catch feelings for him instead. It didn't seem too hard, mainly because he was actually pretty good looking. This way, I could distract myself from Rindou cuz my feelings for him were clearly one-sided. I mean, he practically friend-zoned me.
"You're that new exchange student right? Hi, I'm Yn Baji, what's your name?" Fuck, yn, now he thinks you're cringey as hell.
"Yeah, I'm the exchange student from Korea. My name's Choi Sungbin (idk what to name him okkk), nice to meet you."
I wasn't kidding when he said he was hot. Honestly, i wouldn't mind if he was my k-drama love interest.
We got along relatively well. For the rest of the lesson, we talked about the most random things. Like, I think something in us just clicked, like me and Rindou.
Wait, why am I even thinking about him? I mean, I'm tryna get over him, right?
Our teacher stayed sick for the rest of the week and for some reason didn't give any work to do. So Sungbin and I got a lot more time to talk about a bunch of stuff. He seemed like a real gentleman, always opening the door for me while I entered of exited a room, pulling my chair put for me before I sat down, etc.
Apparently Sungbun had pretty good grades too. He also had 2 sisters, know how to cook, and loved cats.
Black cats.
Plus, he liked k-pop. When I asked which groups he liked, he mentioned Itzy, Kiss Of Life, Stray Kids, and DAY6. Fucking DAY6. Bro was made in heaven.
But despite all this, a certain someone was still stuck in my head. Why though?
Kinda short lol. Pls I cringed so hard writing this chapter 😭😭😭. Again, pls comment ideas.
THE DAY6 COMEBACK IS SO GOOD MY EARS HAVE BEEN BLESSED 😫
And apparently kiss of life is having a comeback on 3rd April so...
