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"You ruined the 'vacation'" beyonce mumbled behind me, I heard them bickered back and forth and I just look down.

"You a fuck ass bitch for letting her go. Clearly YOU ARE the stupid one here Beyonce. You let a fucking dime go because yo ass want to be dramatic and shit!" He yelled making her scoff.

"And what are you? A dog that will follow her stupid ass because you want some pussy?" She laugh, I glance towards her and saw her shaking her head,

"I'm a man and you're a piece of shit, you couldn't even stay in one pussy because you wanted to be a whore so bad."

"Hmm that's why I fucked your sister" she clapped back, smirking at him. Immediately I raised my hand and pulled   him closer

"BITCH?!" I know she's lying, she's not that kind of person, I hoped

"Nasir, please. Stop!" He snatched his arm and fix his shirt, keeping his eyes on her,

"I'll fucking kill you bitch" I'm not letting that happen. he look back to me with disappointment on his eyes,

"I'm sorry," I whispered but he left the moment I said that,

I stayed with them because I know nasir needed some space,

I stayed with them almost the whole day. So when I saw nasir walking I immediately stood and walk towards him,

"Nas!" I called him, he kept walking. Mumbling,

"Nas come on!" I called, pulling his arm. He turned his head with annoyed look on his face, his lips is swollen and he got a cut on his eyebrow and a dried blood on his nose,

"What nic?" He irritably said, rubbing his forehead.

Sighing, " I'm sorry."

"It's aight, I just wish you would stop chasing her stupid ass." He know well that I can't, so I didn't say anything.

"Listen nic, you're pretty, smart. You're everything a man or woman wished for, stop wasting your time and life chasing her. You're still young, we're still young. Instead of chasing her, chase your dream ," he said holding my hand with his and softly caressing it, I sighed. Pulling my hand away.

"I loved her nas, you don't know her like I do."

"I don't, but I know you. You're not like this. The old you will not let anyone hurt you physically or emotionally," I wiped the tears that I didn't even feel falling from my eyes. I hate the part that he's not wrong, this is not me. I don't let anyone embarrassed me, hurt me or even see me crying, but I guess she's the only exception.

"I'm leaving on april 2nd." I look up and saw him already looking at me,

"I'm going back to atlanta, you can come with me and forget every thing. you can change your life onika, left all the pain behind." He whispered, cupping my face with his hand, I don't know but I feel so safe around him that I almost said yes. I just wished she was him, I wish I could feel this safeness around her once again,

"One month from now?." I asked, slowly closing my eyes as i placed my forehead against him. I can feel him nodding his head, I grab his wrist tightly letting my tears fall from my eyes,

"Yes, if I give you a one month to decide is that enough?" No,

"I'm sorry," I cried and he wiped my tears away, kissing my closed eyes and rubbing my cheek,

"Girl, stop crying. It's not your fault and I'm not mad at you" I opened my eyes and look at him, his brown eyes staring at me.

"I want to leave all this behind onika," he whispered, placing a small kiss on the bridge of my nose, smiling I nodded my head.