i have a test tomorrow, but i havent revised. i often do this. not preparing, not doing things earlier. just letting time wander by as i sit, the scrolling on my phone as steady and as ceaseless as the waves. the calm panic contained in the deep sea of my mind, my very own actions spinning a net of wasted time and nonstop thoughts. my meandering mind erodes the time, erodes the seconds i could have used in preparation.
the tides of my mind leave me drowning
