so i'm in eighth grade, it's my last year of middle school before going on to high school. my dad like has always made it clear that i can't date until like he allows it, okay?
next year like i said i start 9th grade. high school. and you know what comes with high school?
dances. and you know what's awesome about dances *like hoco or prom*?
GETTING ASKED OUT.
my friends all have boyfriends. my two best friends (who are most likely reading this) have people. we'll call them sof and spirit (their users). spirit has a boyfriend, her soulmate probably. he is perfect for her and literally such a green flag. sof is in the talking stage?? i presume.
anyways, who's gonna ask me out?
i'm a average height (5'3 but still growing) ginger who ain't pretty (at least as pretty as the rest of the girls in my grade), smart or athletic
i have crushes i guess, but i'm pretty sure they're people my friends have liked before and i think it's against girl code if you like your friends old crush or their ex or something so i don't think i can date them
i think i'm overreacting but i really do want a boyfriend.
someone i can talk to about anything. someone who likes me for me.
but i don't think anyone likes me.
and my friends like joke about crushes so like should it matter?
maybe. i think like the people i like are good people.
some kids in my grade are per say, trash.
but some are actual good people.
like this one guy, [i would usually say his name but mm no].
he's nice, and he's funny, and athletic...
but i know my friend has liked him forever.
and he's a drug dealer
(jk that's a joke he's not)
but like idek
cause like taylor swift says in exile, (without 'i think')
i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending
i think i'm weird so um yeah
until next time ✌🏻👩🏻🦰
