✨my diary/thoughts✨

exposing Rue (code name: Judge Turpin)

[She would text me weirdly, too. She would use heart emojis ALL THE TIME. And that's ok...when you've been besties for years. Or when you're in a relationship and you're delulu about the other person. Don't text me heart emojis or "I'm in the shower rn" or anything weird like that if we've only known each other (and just friends) for two months. We're not that close yet. I didn't want to be that close to her, yet. But she didn't understand and she would just touch me or text me weird things anyway.]

[I'll play some cod

                                       Slayyy

I'll win, just for u 💕]

(Yeah, she kept telling me to get the video game on my phone so we could kill people together. I don't know, I'm not really a violent video game person. They're all kinda the same. And why'd she like violence so much? It's giving mezzo forte (vampire boy's new code name))

[you are

crazy

love ya💕💕

                                   I am sick 😢 whyyyyyy

OH COME ON!!!!]

(Why was she so mean about it? I didn't mean to get sick. And I still went to school anyway.)

[when is your appointment?

And when is it done? I'd love to

FaceTime whenever you are

available]

(Is it just me, or is that creepy? Did she think we...like....were.............idk...more than.......EWWW!!)

[please put me out of my

misery

kill me slowly with old Elvis

songs

I want my last moments to be

horribly, painfully, funky

oh god, I think I might be

regressing

If I start talking about Vodka

please ghost me]

(ok, what the fuck does any of that mean? She had never mentioned any of that bullshit before. She was actually crazy, and I ghosted her because of the illegal stuff she did.]

[If your friend has caused you damages through negligence or some other liability, you may be able to sue them in the same way you could sue a business. Omg I wish I could do that, but I don't think it's negligence, it's just that she kinda basically starved me and then ... well, the rest. Like it wasn't her job to make sure I ate, but she wouldn't let me eat. I tried, but she made me feel so bad I couldn't eat even though I wanted to.]

She took my money and used it up on useless things [a plastic sword, dippin dots, etc.]

[I brought $100 on the trip (and so did she and she ran out quick). She probably took like $50-$70 of my money. I didn't want her to be mad at me so I only made her pay me back $30 and she REALLY didn't want to even though she said she was "sorry"]. 

She misgendered me a lot and denied it when I told her 

[Me: Ugh, I'm so sick of everyone misgendering me, Her: well I'VE never done that (proceeds to misgender me like 5 times in one sentence 10 minutes later).]

One of her friends told her my deadname and she told me about it. 

She tried to get into drama that happened months ago and had been mostly resolved.