Mentally ill

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bởi yiuringcosmic

bởi yiuringcosmic

6:53 am

It's been a full week since I was kidnapped and last night I thought about killing myself, I tied my blanket around my neck while crying and thinking of my mom, sister and friends that I'll never see again. I was going in and out of consciousness when I saw Dane, he had a "I feel bad for you" look on his face as he untied the blanket and that made me want to kill myself even more. This morning he brung my breakfast downstairs and I refused to eat it "You hate it here that much that you would rather die?" He asked me and I said "I'm going to die here and I'd rather it be by my own hands" he laughed at me and put his hands on his face "I won't let you die just because you want to" he said as he left the room and I was completely devastated

12:00 pm

Dane came downstairs and tied up my wrist "I'm going somewhere and I won't be gone long so don't do anything you'll regret" he said as he finished and walked out the door but I've been planning this. The whole "I want to kill myself" thing was a act, when guy bled or in front of me I pretended to be effected by it but that was apart of my plan. I waited until I heard the door close then I used the pocket knife I stole from Dane to cut my wrist loose (He held the knife with his feet) then I ran upstairs

12:10 pm

"911 what's your emergency?" "I'm Sonnet, Sonnet Torres the missing kid, please
he-" *click* "Hello?" My eyes went wide when I realized I have a gun to the back of my neck, I put down the phone slowly and Dane shot it, It was a real bullet, "Your getting smart but I'm smarter, did you think I wouldn't circle back? Did you think I believed your little suicidal lie?" Dane said and tears ran down my face, I thought my plan was solid, I thought I actually had a chance. I guess not *pow*

7:39 am

Mom

Sonnet...is that you?!

Yeah it's me mom

Where are you baby, are you safe!

No...I've been kidnapped please come get me

Sonny where are you

I don't know, I really need you mom

It's okay I'm coming to find you! Im-

7:40 am

"Sonnet~" a voice called out to me and at this point I want to change my name, the voice calling out to me belongs to the most vial person I've ever met, he shouldn't even be allowed to claim the title "Human" "Sonnet~" the voice hummed again and I opened my eyes "Your awake" Dane said and I wish I wasn't "I'm supposed to be dead, how am I still here" I asked and he said "Unfortunately the gun jammed and you passed out for post traumatic shock" how unlucky could I be, "You've been asleep for a total of 2 days and if you don't eat something you'll surely die within the end of the week" Dane said and I refused the food he slid me "Now's not the time to be a brat" he said and I started to cry because I knew I have to eat it

7:50 am

I'm fully prepared to pewk my guts out and fall over cold on the floor then wake up in a random room so I picked up my fork and stuffed all the food in my mouth at once but I started to chock while Dane watched "Chew slower next time" he said as I started to fade in and out of consciousness "God you cough so loud" Dane said as he hit my back once and it hurt like hell I coughed up the food and he said "Ungrateful bitch" as he went and made more

8:00 am

I ate all the food while crying and surprisingly enough I didn't throw up "Aw baby~ no tears this time okay?" Dane said blushing and wiping my cheeks, I grabbed his hand and pushed it away from me and he said "Your so cold sometimes" "Why are you blushing" I asked him and he said "Your amazing, I'm glad I picked you~" as he walked away and I don't know why but I felt a smile slowly creep on my face as the tears came down my cheeks

12:00 pm

Being in this room is actually making me insane, I've been kidnapped for 3 weeks and I've been hearing my name on the news less and less, I cry to sleep every night while smiling. I don't know why I'm smiling but I just am, maybe it's a attempt to keep my composure. Dane has been leaving more frequently and I know he's no fool and he knows I haven't given up, he's broken 3 of my fingers, cut the bottom of my feet so I would be in to much pain to run, shot me 4 times and has done many more things to keep me there and they keep me down for a while but I always get back up

3:43 am

This is my attempt that will work, it has to work! If it doesn't I'm screwed and I surely won't be able to get back up after the beating I'm going to get from Dane so I have to work this out. My arms are tied above my head, my feet are chained to the table in the room and my mouth is covered but I've lost a lot of weight so I can get out

3:55 am

That took a long time but I did it, I don't have a coat and it's freezing out, I haven't been outside ever since the day Dane pushed me in front of a car but I use the blanket as a jacket and wait for the second Dane lets down his guard while I pretend to still be tied up I start my count down

RUN!