Ugh everyday just gets worst the others don't think I can do this...who are they to decide that I can be a more better person...who isn't a nobody..I get that from alot of people I mean..heck I've been alone all my life....I was alone unwanted...till then that's when I was kicked out of the orphanage because I...was really getting older I had to sleep on the streets for months and days no one would adopt me...it's not fair...till then I got a job at playtime co. The biggest toy factory ever i still didn't feel loved here..I just wanted a friend a family....fuck I'm getting tear's right now heh...but anyway this has been day 59 of the prototype it's still been acting up lately I also just noticed that it can mimic peoples voices like my sister eves...I didn't even know it can do that what kind of toy did they cooked up in that lab...still I have to continue my research on this thing it's looking at me right now with its soulless eyes it haunts me everyday still experiment 1006 is still locked up and secured in the labs but I mean these kids deserve some real sunlight instead of fake skies and clouds they're just...kids but anyway I heard that they're coming up with new toys called the smiling critters those things kinda creep me the hell out especially ummm...catnap if that's what they called it but it does look a little cute heh but as for the prototype it's behavior has gotten more and more strange something's not right with this massive thing ummm but the other workers sed that they're sure it's nothing I didn't believe it at first but im still trying ugh...as for my stepdad named melon he's been giving so much attention to my sister uhh Eve..but she's a real sweetheart and a good sister I have the bestest sister ever heh she's always running around looking for my recipe book for my cookies I make she's still not giving up sadly...but I do get a little jealous I just feel like I'm always being forgotten...but never the less I still want her to be successful and always continue to try I know Eve and she'll always stay strong...heh but anyway the prototype always stares at me I don't know why it creeps me the hell out I don't even know why we made this thing in the first place this wasn't even suppose to be for kids why make it in the first place this has to be destroyed..but I gotta learn more about it to make everyone proud and knowing that I'm not useless for once...end of journal
