suicidal(trippie redd)

twenty one

~the same day around lunch~

AYLEKS POV

"jahseh don't piss me off gimmie my chips back" emani said as she hit jah upside the head

"OWWW OKAY HERE DAMN" he said handing emani her hot cheetos back

i wish i had an appetite to eat but all i could think about is what is my girl cherry up to

fuck all this lameass school shit

ski then came to the table with about ten applauses

"damn nigga who are you getting these from aint no way" me and emani laughed at him

he put his tray down in the table then sat down and started to open one of the applesauces

"yo where the fuck that nigga trippie at" stokeley said before slurping the applesauce

"ion kno i ain't seen him since gym this morning" jahseh responded as he snuck one of skis applesauces

i laughed at the fact that he didn't notice and kept eating the applesauce he started on

faygo then walked up to the table mysterious with his hood on his head and his expression looking sad

"fuck wrong with yo ass" jahseh started with him

he took a big sigh before explaining himself

"my grandma sick real bad in the hospital which means me and my mom gotta go back to atlanta to be with her" faygo stated in a low voice

damn i feel horrible for him that he gotta deal with that family shit on top of what happened to cherry this life sucks

"aww dre i'm so sorryyyy" emani leaned over the table and gave him a hug

"damn vro look out for yourself we gon pray for you" jahseh said in a sympathetic tone

"yea even though we may not have been super close just know you can always reach out to me" i said hoping faygo would understand that we care for him

"you like family to us dre keep us in the loop and let us know how your journey goes for real ight" stokeley said patting him on the back

i could tell faygo was visibly upset but wanted to act strong for us

"thank y'all i'll never forget how y'all accepted me through all my flaws" he replied to us making us feel a little better

"so when do you leave" i questioned

"actually right now my momma in the office to get me i just wanted to make sure i said bye to everybody i cared about" he answered sounding upset

"aww well we're definitely glad you came to talk to us dre we love you" emani chimed in

"i love y'all too make sure you tell cherry everything too and that nigga trippie since i'm assuming he isn't here either" faygo said as he made his rounds at the table giving everyone hugs

"we gotchu vro be safe" jahseh said as faygo walked away

MICHAELS POV

i came in skye's mouth as she sucked up everything like a dirty little slut

"i love you daaaaddy" skye told me as she came up and sat next to me in my backseat

"i love you too my fault for making you feel like i broke your heart that night i never want you to feel like that again" i apologized as i watched her clean her self up

who the fuck am i kidding i really do love skye i just got distracted

plus i rather be with skye than be alone thinking about a girl who tries to take her life in my house

"baeee we gotta go to lunch before it ends" skye said as she grabbed her tote bag and opened the car door

i looked at the time it was 12:35pm and lunch ended at 1pm

i pulled my sweats back up and grabbed my book bag as i followed skye at the door she went out of

i shut and locked the doors to my car and headed with my arm around skye as we walked back into the school

once we got in the building we walked in the direction of the lunchroom

"y'all back together what the fuck" tayk asked as he was playing dice with niggas by the lunchroom entrance

"we was never not together try again" skye said giving him an attitude

"damn you ain't have to snap at me shawty we straight shiit" he replied as he gave me a head nod

the lunchroom as crazy as fuck like always niggas was arguing with each other going live and just doing whatever

as we got more into the lunchroom i saw the table that me and my friends sit at

me and skye got to the table and sat down like we used to

"i'm not dealing with this bullshit absolutely not y'all have a nice rest of your lunch though" emani said as she grabbed her things and left the table

"no offense skye but why would you be so dumb and get back together with her" ski had asked as everyone else looked at us

"fuck you mean i'm not just about to be done with her after all the shit we been through why should you care" i replied hoping he would hop off

"nah we get that but what about cher-" jahseh started

"ughh why are y'all so obsessed with that cherry girl she's literally where she needs to be" skye cut off jah leaving his mouth wide open

"oh" ayleks laughed to herself

"nah i mean i'm happy cherry is getting the help
she needs but i gotta move on" i said hoping the subject would change

"ight it's your life i'll see y'all later" ski replied as he took his tray of empty applesauces to the trash before leaving the lunchroom

i don't understand why they won't let me live life how i want to but that's on them