The feeling of worthlessness just kicked in.
Like holy fuck.
I'm so fucking tired of myself and no one understands that.
I want to fucking end it.
But that's so fucking selfish of me
I can't stand it
I hate this
I'm so ready to take a bullet through my God damn skull.
But of course they'd care.
They'd be sad
And it would be my fault.
And I'd be so selfish.
So... Like- I can't
As much as I want to.
I can't.
So I won't...
But gods I want to...
He's back
He won't leave me alone
Just fucking leave me alone...
