Dil se qubool hai

Wounds of Past ❤️‍🩹

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Did he just address me as his "Biwi" or iam in any delusion? Mujhe kuch samjh nahi aa raha hai   He was in high temper,He was behaving terribly with them. I doubt if that person has any unbroken bones. He hit them very badly.

"Zoya are you okay"
"Huh??-"
I was lost in thought when he addressed me
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"I will drop you home"
"No thanks Mr Khan, I'll manage"
"Please don't be silly Zoya, yahan se aapko koi taxi Nahi milega , come on I will drop you"
I was not in the mood of arguing so I agreed with him .

As we drove, we both remain silent. I was still lost in the word "Meri biwi" . Why would he say that? Aisa lag Raha ki hum Abhi bhi saath he .he said that like he still have rights on me. I couldn't even ask to him because he is behaving like he was in any driving test full focus on road. The place I'm living is quite far from the darga so I was bored. I tuned the fm. So at least I can hear some good music

Umarein Lagi Kehate Huve, Do Labj The Ik Baat Thi

Woh Ik Din Sau Saal Ka, Sau Saal Ki Woh Raat Thi

Kaisa Lage Jo Chup Chaap Dono, Ho Pal Pal Mein Puri Sadiyaan Bitaayein

Bol Na Halke Halke, Bol Na Halke Halke

Honth Se Halke Halke

O Dhaage Tod Laao Chaanadani Se Noor Ke

O Ghoonghat Hi Bana Lo Roshani Se Noor Ke

The song start playing. We both looked each other for a moment everything happened that night went fast forward like a film in our eyes
Ayaan's plans, the house, rain, baang ki pakode, black shirt and saree, the dance everything.

"Agar aap itni badtameez hai ,toh mujhe aap itni achhi kyu lagthe hai
Jab aap mujhe itni na pasand hai, toh mere kwabon mein aapke saaye kyun ho?
Kyu mere tanhaiyyon mein colour daalthi ho aap"

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I was trying very hard to not to talk with her , I know she has so many questions to me and i dont have any answer to give her . So i remain silent
But suddenly the song pops up.we both were in a dilemma. Everything that happend in that night came before my eyes . Before she could say anything i turned off the fm

"Gaana band kar saktha hai, feelings nahi"- Zoya

"Kuch kaha?"

"Nahi toh"
"Mr khan , I wanna say thank you, un gundonse bachane ke liye"
"Its okey Zoya, ye mera farz hai"
"Matlab?"
"I mean aapke jagah koi ladki hai toh , i will do the same"
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Seriously mr khan , do you address every girl like
Biwi ,Mr Akdu Ahammed khan - i thought

"Waise aap , Newyork se kab aayi how is your job?"
"Mein aaj hi aaya hoon"
"Aapke jeeju aapi woh sab teek hai na"
"Ha"
"How is Newyork weather, is it summer there?"
He really want to know the haal chaal of jeeju , aapi and how is the weather, yeh sab poochna tha aapko mr Khan , wo aise behave kar rahi he ke hum koi business partners he

"He sab jaan na tha aapko" -i questionned him
"Sorry I didn't get it , Matlab"
"Aap aise kyu behave kar rahi ke humare beech kuch nahi hua he"
"Zoya mujhe samjh nahi aarahi ke aap kya bol raha he"
"Aapko kuch samjh nahi hoga Mr Khan, and you dont even wants to know"
"Zoya dont be silly..."
"Mein silly hoon?? Aa shayad hoon, phir bhi mujhe samjh aa raha hai kya ho raha hai"
"You're offended with me because i stopped the song??"
"Main gaane ke baath nahi kar rahi hoon Mr khan,
Woh 5 saal pehle hua uske baare mein baath kar rahi hoon"
"Zoya so gaya woh hogaya, we must need to move on in our life right"

"Move on, aapko easy hoga mere liye nahi, mera sab kuch ulajh diya Mr Khan , and you're telling me to move on? Sach sirf mujhe nahi aapko bhi pata dha phir bhi aap khamosh rahi, mere abbu ko jail bech di , but you knew that he was not the one. And i want to fight for him , aur aap mujhe aise fekdi ki mein koi
Tissue paper hoon,. Woh thi aapke pyaar?? Does your love were that much fragile"

I went out my anger on him, i always want to ask him but didnt get the opportunities, i really want to know why he did that . The Asad Ahammed Khan  i know was not like that

"Zoya you're now behaving emotionally, we both saw what happened . And the deeds of Gaffur Siddiqi"

"Mein yeh nahi keh rahi hoon ki mere abbu bahut acche aadmi dhe , but atleast i know aapke abbu ko unhone nahi maara. Aapko bhi yeh baath achi tarah se pata hai. But obvious you always believe your beloved Thannu.."

"Look Zoya i dont want to spoil my mood right now, please"
"Mujhe bhi koi shauq nahi he aapke mood spoil karne ka ,please stop the car"
"Zoya its dark , i will drop you home"
" i said stop the car , warna mein khud chale jaaunga" i try to open the door . But it was locked

"Zoya he kya kar raha hei, Paagal he kya?"
"Haa paagal hoon. So stop the car"
"Okey but please dont open the door without parking"
He stopped the car . I pulled the door very harshly

"I hope hum phir nahi milenge"