It was hard
I feel like I am falling apart
But it wasn't like that
It was like this
Oh, no!
I'm trying to remember with a clenched fist.
I'm sorry
I know it makes you worry
But then again I don't know
Why am I feeling this low?
A roller coaster of emotions
Once I'm laughing
Then I'm crying
Eyes doe
Tears brimming, escaping
Pain seeping in
My way of thinking became my foe
It's always unusual
How do I become this withdrawal?
How can it be this heavy?
When I do not know the reason to be wary.
I don't know if this is pain
Nothing's the same
I just cannot explain.
