It's not like how everyone says it is. It's not scary. It's not sad. It's happy. I look over the barrier of the bridge into the angry waters, and I feel peaceful. This is what my whole life has been leading up to. This is where I'm supposed to be. And when I finally let go of the bar I've been dangling off of, I don't regret it. And I feel the wind in my hair. And I can hear the sounds of the water getting closer. And my heart is beating the fastest it ever has. And when I hit the water, I'm smiling.
