Joint Mates

Chapter 7

Gemini pov

The meeting hall is full

I couldn't believe it and still can't believe as I watched my pack members mumbling among themselves from the upper pillar

"How?...." Mommy trails in disbelief, we all had the same look on

"Did you threaten them?" Pa questions

"Never!" Mark defends offended "Just announced 'the Luna seek for a meeting' that's all!"

"And they arrived twenty minutes before?"

"Is this a g-"

I space out as panic rushes through me staring at them, the last time they gathered like this was to celebrate a happy event that I turned into a horrific one

No. No

They shouldn't be here.

I should cancel this. I shouldn't have agreed to this. The memories that of that day flushed through me as my heart beat races in fear.

What if he gets triggered and I can't control him again. What if he takes full control. What if this time the damage is more worst.

I can't bare it again

I have been wanting this but now I think it's better the way it was. I don't want this anymore

I should really cancel this, the pack is okay, we are good anyways. I can't risk this. I didn't realize my hands was shaking until I felt electricity runs through my body, looking at the source that was holding my trembling hands

I look at my mate to see him staring worriedly at me, I could also feel the worry emitting off my family and not wanting the attention I walk away from them knowing my mate was following

"Fourth please lets c-cancel this.....Please" I sounded desperate cause I am desperate "W-we are okay anyway, there is no need for this let's just forg-" I cut my off trying to stop my heart that was racing in fear, hearing his growls I curl my fingers into fist trying to find a starting ground

My Emotions...... The number one thing that triggers him

"Gemini.." he calls worriedly as he held my hand turning me to face him

"Fourth please...." His eyes doesn't leave my desperate ones

"What happened three years ago?" He questions softly rubbing my arms "why does it make you like this?" His worried eyes searching my face "What happened gem...."

I stay silent as he stares waiting for me to say something I don't think I can say. I can't tell him. I can't bring myself to do so, I need to find something else

"I-I have a wolf....." I start "I have a wolf I can't control when he takes over and he causes damages " It wasn't technically a lie but I hope he buys it for now "At my coronation, he did exactly that." This was the best way I can put this without going any deeper

He stares at me with thoughtful eyes probably trying to understand what I just said

"And you think he would want to take over at the meeting...." I could feel there was a big why at the end of the sentence as he stares questionably

"He get triggered by my emotions" I say "seeing them gathered bring back memories....."

He sighs putting his palm on my cheeks as I hum relishing in the feeling it gave me

"You are soooo....." he coos squeezing my cheeks

"Ahhh"

"I have a cute mate"