Her Breaking Point

Her first

"come on Shevron let's check out the place"
    "Can't we just sit here"
   "You want to spend the date sitting without exploring"he asked.. we'll maybe I'm just scared I'd run into one of my cousins...
     "Okay let's go"I looped my hands around him as we strolled round the mall... Shevron.. this is the love you always dreamed of right... but don't get too used to it..Amy ..my subconscious berated...sigh...
"I've still not forgiven you for letting a stranger make a video of us"
   "I wasn't in the known Shevron!.. for goodness sake..."he was exasperated...I bit back a laugh...
"Come on princess"
     "I'm not a princess Cedric"
    "You're mine"he said with that chizzy grin of his...I shook my head... did I feel good? yeah..was I going to admit it? Naa not a chance in hell..
...we walked around and sometimes ... for a while then if stop in front of him and smile
"What?"
     "Nothing.."
"Come let's go get something to eat"
I nodded and followed..I noticed he was spotting a two o'clock shadow (beards) well I was cool since my subconscious Amy liked them...
We reached the restaurant and he pulled the chair for me to sit
..."I see you've been watching a lot of western films"
      "So I can't pull a chair for my girlfriend to sit on"
   "You don't hear me complaining do you"..."wait here I'll go get the order"

Whatever gave him the idea that I was leaving in the first place...he came back after a while and I wanted to see how much the order cost but he refused...hmmm.."let me just see"...
   "Not a chance in hell"
...."those are my words"
........"guess you are affecting me more than you think"he said and I looked away trying to change the topic... the sincerity he has sometimes when he speaks scares me..."380!"
   "Well that's our order"..he left to get it and I looked through my phone... time was ticking...I need to get home soon...sigh... did you think it'd last forever..Amy teased ... shut up!..gosh the battle I have with my subconscious.. enjoy your time.. cause I'll soon take over...I ignored it and smiled when Cedric dropped the tray and well I salivated a little over it...
'"ooookayyyy..rice or french fries"
"Rice I responded"and took the spoon "
Where's the water?I asked
"It's on its way "
  My goodness...I don't eat without water...I'll choke!.. Shevron..eat carefully..you don't wanna choke on rice do you ..I know I know.. can't you see he's busy..I didn't know he was watching me though... will he ask for the kiss...oh Shevron you're becoming paranoid..."..I'm done"I announced wiping my hands with the tissue..
   "Are you sure.. there's still some chicken left"
   "Cedric.. you know I have motion sickness right..you don't want me vomiting on my way home now do you"I said and he laughed.. gawdddd he had the nerve to laugh... and I looked down cause I was getting addicted...phew..
   "Let's go"he said pulling me along with him.... I placed my head on his shoulder but just for a split second though...sigh...it was coming to an end.. this wonderful experience...
We stopped in front of the elevator
..."want a ride mademoiselle"
..."oui monsieur"... I'm exaggerating..we spoke English... french is a romantic and sexy language though..we entered the elevator and my insecurities set in... the doors closed and it didn't move..
"This isn't as bad as I thought"..he chuckled "we aren't moving"
.."oh okay"...then he pressed the floor number and I more like flew into his arms...he chuckled a low deep chuckle that sent shivers down my spine...I half expected him to kiss me there and then but he didn't... ooookayyyy this guy is becoming more careful than I expected..I laughed a little.. he's scared of my reaction the elevator door opened faster than I'd have wanted it to.. there were two people standing outside..I disengaged from him faster than flash...I walked out
"I feel dizzy.."
..."hold on.. don't fall"..he said grabbing my arm..I relaxed into him...then he went to sit on a pillar... and I stood in front of him... very close..I stared at him for a while my eyes lingering on his lips for a split second." So you won't... nevermind"...
    "Hey what"he said holding on to me.."... wellll"
..."well what... you know I hate it when you do this...my curiosity is ignited"
...."won't.. you...get your kiss"I asked not looking at him...he grinned that sexy grin of his...godd!!!! give me strength..."so I got lucky?"he asked and I nodded I wanted to tell him that he got lucky the moment he wished it..."ok where?
.."the elevator... maybe "
......."ok*.. let's take a walk I nodded still avoiding his eyes as we found a topic we discussed...I laughed..he always made me laugh..."but your dimple is not as deep as I imagined"he said "I don't have dimples Cedric"
"It's there.. but just not as deep"...I shrugged and continued walking...(shuuu just between you and I..I imagine my kids with him having dimples.. crazy right)...we began discussing about clubs and he caught me that I was kinda a novice with football...he wrapped his arms around my waist as he drew me closer...I pretended to go through my phone..so I could ignore has sensational it felt...
..... before I knew it I was facing him.. the distance between us closed as the environment turned electrified..he hugged me and I just didn't want to leave his arms..I closed my eyes soaking in the experience when I felt his lips on my cheeks...it wasn't your typical peck no...it was a wet one
.... my heart sped ten folds..
......"are you ready"he asked...
"Yeah"I more like whispered.... immediately his lips met mine my subconscious took over cause I don't remember him getting into my mouth but he did...gawwed!!!! I could get addicted...he was slow like scared he'd hurt me...he managed to get to my tongue and sucked on it..my feet felt like Jell-O..I felt like tiptoeing to deepen the kiss....I nibbled on his lips...he then pulled away... just when I was getting into it ...I swear if I had known how to go about it...I'd have kissed him again...oh not me...Amy... where do I have the guts...
.."are you okay"he asked still locked in his arms I whispered
....."I'm feeling sleepy"..he chuckled...
..."you can't sleep while standing"
...."you'd be amazed what I can do"..I noticed he looked at me... but I still didn't open my eyes... compressing my emotions I pulled away..."I'm ready to leave now"..my voice laced with hurt and reluctance...he sighed and took me by the hand as he left me to the taxi..."for the record...I no longer have virgin lips"...."does it matter ".he asked smiling.. and I replied
.."auh yeah.. it's very important.. it's a girl thing you won't understand "..
".. won't I "..he asked and I looked at him and smiled... then looked away.... I got to the taxi and waved him goodbye..."when can I see you again"...he asked... this time reluctance clear in his eyes...
....I looked down.."I don't know Cedric*.. and I wasn't bluffing...I don't think I'll see him again... not for a long while... the taxi moved and I sighed..oh Shevron! What have you gotten yourself into.... but ty the kiss though..............*"""""********""""**********"Shevron.. Shevron!!"I woke up and looked around... great!I passed out during remedials again... sigh.. dream girl.....

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