My heart aches deeply broken and battered. It beats slowly, numb. There is a hole where it should lie and yet it beats all the same. It is a weight deep rooted and vast reaching out to all my extremities weighing down like tons stacked upon one another. And yet I do not waver. It is a weight long carried and I am stronger for it. With the strength provided by the lord my god I take one step forward each day. I do not fight, I do not hate, nor spite. I have given up on these emotions; they only poison: make the weight worse. I live only on his love and the forgiveness of others as well as myself. I hope all those who pass here will live the same way. It is best to let go, drop your chains and your burdens. You will feel free with weight lifted. As comforting as they feel they only poison your mind. So drop them, and walk with me brother or sister. We have a long road ahead of us. Do not be afraid, the lord our god is with us and he has much to teach us, hopefully I can impart some wisdom upon you even if you do not follow my own faith.
Good tidings and blessings, till next time
