baltimore maryland 📍
october 23rd|12:30 pm|
"solane" i felt someone shake me as i jumped up noticing i wasn't in my room
fuck you jumping for que mugged standing on the other side of the bed
que why am i naked... i mumbled looking down then feeling soreness between my legs
i asked the same shit when i woke up this morning he mumbled
guess we had a time last night he shrugged
what?? i asked
"we had sex??"
shidd i guess he shrugged
no que.. i shook my head
"i dont even remember last night we couldn't have had sex" i mumbled instantly regretting getting as drunk as i did last night
we all was fucked up last night he said "and seeing we was both naked we definitely fucked" he added on
and im talking about fucked fucked i never got butt ass nake-
que! i cut him off
my fault he mumbled
i lost my virginity to you and i don't even remember anything this cant be happening i said on the verge of crying
fuck you crying for? he asked mugging me
cause que! i had sex and don't remember it i shouldn't have never gotten that drunk i shook my head
why you saying it like that he mumbled
"like what?"
like i raped you or some shitt he said .. " we was both fucked up aunusti don't sit up there and try to down play yo self we both grown ass adults we can move on from this shit"
"no its not like that at all" i sat up towards the head board
you know its not like that.. its just i don't remember anything and i hate that i allowed myself to even get that drunk to not i said
i understand that he said but you acting like im just some random nigga you met at the club or some like i said we both grown ass adults we did what we did and we're gonna move past this right? he asked