Its hard to stay dedicated when you saved everything for one girl but the one girl does not exist.
I created my life did everything perfected in every small things . Thought if i would not make a mistake a girl wont be sad.
But in the process of this search i hurted many peoples. I played every online games to meet new peoples . Joined every online servers added everyone on Facebook messenger.
The problem is girls come but snakes they come to hurt u when u r trying your best not to hurt them.
There is no such thing as a perfect girl i understand clearly. But when u r dedicated every girl seems like a normal girl who wants to use u.
There are some girls who wont use you . But getting close them is hard they are liveing in their own world where everything is perfect already and someone like me would just be a complete stranger to them so they instantly leave u.
But i aint loseing hope i m still dedicated. Idk if i m stupid or if everyone is like this idk anymore if i m the wrong one of is everyone except me is wrong.
If you people reading this enjoy life more than a girl girl will come automatically you dont have to try so hard.
