"Oh God, Jordan" she gasped out as she stopped rubbing and grabbed my hand, I pushed it off and wrapped my hand around her neck.

"Don't stop rubbing" I whispered into her ears and she quickly resumed rubbing on her clit
"Fuck Judy, you feel so fucking good" I groaned ramming hard, I hit the spot and I felt her whole body start to shake


"Jordan" she whispered making me hit it hard again.
She clenched around me

"I wanna hear you say it, tell me Judy, do you like how I fuck your cunt"? I ask and she gasped out still rubbing

"Ye.... Yes.... Yes I do" she whispered shutting her eyes and cussing out, I grabbed her one leg and raised it up before slamming into her again.

I could feel her juice all around my dick, she was shaking and I could feel her clench again, an indication she was close


"Don't cum yet" I whispered and she starts shaking her head, breathing hard

"I c.... I can't... I can't hold it" she moaned and I pulled out and slammed into her making her scream out.


"You will Judy, you'll only cum if I ask you to" I whisper before taking her hands away from her clit, I start rubbing and she starts screaming and clenching around my dick.

I was fucking her slow and deep, I was teasing her, I knew she'd be so close and she'd want it hard and fast.


"Now tell me Judy, do you think you deserve to cum"? I asked and she nodded hastily, I smirked before adding my pace on hitting her pussy, I was rubbing fast.


She clenched around me again and I groaned and felt my dick pulsate, I was so fucking close

"Fuck" I cussed out slamming harder and faster, she shut her eyes and cussed out gripping the sheets
"Cum with me Judy" I rasped breathlessly and her whole body shook as she came, I felt her juice on my cock, as I shot cum after cum inside her pussy.


I was panting hard and so was she.
Her body was still shaking when I pulled out of her and flung myself on the bed.

She waited for a while for her body to return to normal from the sweet pleasure before she turned and faced the ceiling too.


"Why are you doing this with me"? Her small voice broke the silence in the room, I looked at her and she was still looking at the ceiling.

"I already told you Judy, I want you, I want you so bad that I can't control it" I explain looking at her
"It's..... It's like an unscratchable itch for me" I mutter thinking about how insane it sounds

"Then why are you with Jack"? She whispers looking at me and I just sigh out.

"Because we're dating"

"What does he have that I don't"? She whispers, her eyes are beginning to show that regret that I don't wanna see

"Judy don't" I mutter looking away

"No, I want to know because I don't understand why I keep letting you do this when I know to you it's just for fun" she raises her voice a bit "so what? Tomorrow you'll go back to him, let him touch you, let him kiss you, and then what? Huh, you'll come back and tell me all this stupid bullshit again"? She snaps and I just sigh out pinching the bridge of my nose

"Why do you always have to do this? Why can't you just accept it that I can't give you what you want, Judy I can't be that person for you" I retort and she just sigh shaking her head

She suddenly gets up and start picking up her clothes, while flinging mine on my body.

"What are you doing"? I ask and she just look at me

"I'm going home Jordan, what does it look like I'm doing"? She sasses

"You don't have to go you know" I whisper

"Yeah I know, but I want to, in case you forgot I have a boyfriend, Andre, remember him" she taunts making me clench my jaw.

"Fine then, you can leave" I mutter before standing up and walking into the bathroom.
Everytime it ends like this, but it still doesn't stop me from wanting her time and time and again.

This is so fucked up
Before she started dating Andre, it was much easier.
I didn't have to worry about her forgetting about me easily but now I'm not so sure.
The same question keeps ringing in my head every time I see them together, "what if I go to her one day and she rejects me, because she realizes she doesn't need me anymore?

I don't know why but that thought scares me to my wit.
I can't give her that happy relationship that she wants, but why does my body keep wanting her so badly

Andre is the one for her and I feel bad knowing I'm doing this to my friend.


I'm having a bad period day but I said let me just update for my wonderful readers as a Christmas gift 😜😜

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